by DeYtH Banger
We humans always persue costant goals which we put...
- To finish school
- To finish work
- To get more money
- To Improve my life
- To improve my mindset
- To get more motivated
- To Finish the new TV series
- To finish the new Game
- To Start playing a new Game
- Stop the bad habbits
- To stop following moral
- To stop listening to my parents
This here whole list can go and on and on... it starts from an easy goal like finishing school and getting "my money"... then people get upset or worried and once this goals get finished new once take the place of the old once. Life is like that cycle... soon enough... very soon enough you gonna become old and replacable... once you get old you gonna be replaced by a new human host... a whole new human host.
It's kinda a sad moment... OUR WHOLE LIFE PERSUADING FOR GETTING RESULTS AND ANSWER AND IN THE END LIKE THIS... SLAP FROM GOD WE GO UNDERGROUND BENEATH LAYERS OF SOIL.
I am not trying to ruin your life I am trying to tell you what's really going to happen in the next few years... you gonna finish school soon enough... MAINLY BECAUSE OF CONSTANT WANTING TO FINISH THIS BULLSHIT YARD... THEN YOU GONNA GO OUT (It's not bad desicion the whole thing... I too wanted to finish school... I hate it... no respect.. nothing really learn and I lost pleny of time which I could have put in use in other things...)... YOU ME AND ALL THIS PLANET IS RAISE UPON THE SOIL THAT SCHOOL IS GREAT AND AFTER SCHOOL YOU GO TO UNIVERSITY AND AFTER SPENDING AROUND 20-25 YEARS... - IN LEARNING YOU GET IN LIFE...., BUT LET'S FACE IT... SCHOOL AND UNIVERSITY DON'T POINT OUT REASONS WHY TO BE THERE... NOONE REALLY CARES IF YOU ARE THERE OR NOT... IN THE END YOU COULD BE A MAD GENIUS YOU GONNA END UP IN THE JUNK YARD OR YOU COULD BE SOCIALLY AWKWARD KID AND AGAIN THE SAME STORY HERE.
Let me reveal some shit from school you could be the center of the whole place it doesn't mean that people are going to go with you.
1) I joined a group which is hangouts with people who have the same target like me... to go out and be social... in the end of the day... I have throw up few jokes... I have shown that i don't give a fuck about my problems... AND LET'S PUT IT I AM NOW RIGHT HOME AND ALL PEOPLE ARE COSTANLY CANCELING ALL TYPES OF GOING OUT WITH ME (REQUESTS)
2) I was threated equal...at school... so does my mom... so does my grandmother and even you...
... in the end of the day... or let's put it like after you finish school... you are already one person... singular... in school you get blamed and shout ... because somebody is doing fucked up stuff... come on... in the end the good kid goes home and he isn't having fun he is constant depression and stress... it's like:
- I was good... WHY ME?
- I am not crazy... WHY YOU ARE DOING THIS?
- Why am I even going to school... REALLY... WHY?
I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT DEPRESSION AND STRESS ARE JUST FOR SILLY PEOPLE... BUT I AM NOW IN SUCH STATE... NOT BECAUSE OF ASSUMTION... BUT BECAUSE OF BAD ADVICE... IS FUCKED UP WHEN YOU ARE NOW 19 YEARS OLD AND YOU SHOULD FIND OUT THAT EVERYTHING WHICH YOU HAVE LEARN LIKE BE NICE, DON'T AGREE, MORAL AND ALL THIS BULLSHIT IS TOTALLY WRONG AND NOW I AM IN LEVEL TO BUILD UP MY NEW WHOLE MINDSET.
School is just a place for people to waste time... you want to get a job?
Just waste time something like 12 years in school and 5-6 more in university and you are good to go!
This is what they don't say!
This is what they keep shut down behind doors!
This is what it really keeps you out of progress!
And now beneath of layers... and beneath of so much money needing to give to this country... you are totally finacially fucked up...
EVERYDAY IT COMES A NEW GUY WHO CONTROLS YOUR COUNTRY AND STARTS FUCKING YOU UP FINACIALLY... LET'S GIVE MORE MONEY THERE... AND LET'S TRY HERE... AND NOW EVEN
Bro you can come here to this club... take something like 200$... 150$... and you are good to go...
THIS HERE ARE FRIENDS... I AM NOT SHOUTING... I AM TOTALLY FUCKED UP... YESTERDAY... WITH HEADACHE... AND MASTURBATING... FROM STRESS AND DEPRESSION... IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT MY TACTICS AND STRATEGIES DON'T WORK... IT MEANS THAT I AM NEW LEVEL OF EXCUSES... IT'S LIKE
FEELING ABANDONED... FEELING LIKE I WON'T SUCCEED IN LIFE, FEELING LIKE I AM IN DEPRESSION.... IN STRESS... THIS IS WHOLE DIFFERENT THING THAN DOING IT BECAUSE OF CONSTANT PLEASURE...
OR I AM FUCKING WRONG?
Probably, probably ... I am wrong... I am sure about this... probably all my conclusions are Holy fuck of drainers... they drain engery, they drain power... and in the end of the day... I am a walking parasite.
Face it, ... but let's do that instead!
People are in constant run from politics... from finacial... from goals... always running... they never take a break..... then it comes the age of 70-80 years old... being and now.. is like a state of freedom... and even counting your days...
"How much days have left... to waste?"
"When am I going to die??"
- First problem... I can't go to this fucking club bro... because my mom gives me max up to 20-30$ lv... and now she to give me so much money for such place... oh come on... first I am going to go suspicious and second of all... too much money are wasted.
- Second problem... Why people are always blaming others for their problems... I COULDN'T MAKE IT WITH THIS GIRL... IT'S NOT MY FAULT... IT'S YOURS... YOU DON'T LEAVE ME TO RELAX... YOU KICK ME... HIT ME... AND YOU FUCKING ADDING MORE TRAUMA... THAN EVER.... HOW THE FUCK AM I GOING TO MOTIVATED WHEN YOU HIT ME AND KICK ME... SLEEP 4 HOURS I DAY... OR 5... I DON'T GIVE A FUCK... BUT I AM NOT HERE A TARGET TO FUCK AROUND... I JUST DON'T GET YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS.
- Second problem... why old fucks don't contribute some value to this life... why they don't come and try give some value... why they always piss... always blaming... always trying to find a reason to argue with you? - Old fucks aren't wise... they are just biatches which in the beginning gave too much blowjobs...
Let me close this whole argument...
By putting you below 7 layers of soil