понеделник, 16 юли 2018 г.

Thinking

by DeYtH Banger


So life goes on and on ... we see people we always want to talk to them but we never talk to them... why not? Why life goes on and on life a slip-less paradox of brutality.


We just can't do that... You are afraid.... me too... too much pressure... go home and watch more comedy and more movies social life isn't for you. It's too much... there is peer pressure and the condition isn't adaptable.


We always end up apologizing for not taking action and saying that we gonna take action later... or in other period in life and this never helps... it really doesn't later is never... didn't we understand that already?

Being adaptable means when people can't pull your strings easy... it's a social damage people drink so to make it like not giving fuck but you... dear you... you always want to talk to people and not to drink... this path which you have choosen isn't nothing more than a social damage created by the people around you... why you continue in such brutal way? Life can be easy... like not giving fuck... not caring... just grab a bottle and have fun.


Fun always has been for people to grab a bottle and have fun... that's what your mind says... thats' what people say but where are you?... I be that dear you is near "Now"...

People always want to proof themselfs that they are good that they are awesome, that they are cool adn so on and so on and so on... then life comes with it's grabs you by the throat and says last wishes?

And we like sick biatches wondering what we haven't done because of being afraid... always living a life of denial. My words are n't complex I am just using a vocabulary with which we are friends... but one day...


TO be simple is awesome... just go  and take the bottle... you gonna get extreme confidence people are going to love you (Note: For the person who you aren't)... all people grab bottles to proof that they can be cool... but they life a life full of fakeness... and leave life to dry you up to the bottom of this fucking sea.


The moment will come



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I am not weirdo... we are all one and one moment in life words are going to be the weapons which are going to safe you from self-destruction.

събота, 7 юли 2018 г.

Life Is Boring

This story isn't one of those boring stories which you while you surf on the social media or in the web you gonna find this story is what life is all about.

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So School has passed... I am not anymore a student... I am 19 years old kid... 

School has never been a good place for me... always getting annoyed by different people... always there is a big deal guy and always... I am somewhere in the middle of all this shit... BUt let's be honest life was easy... or ironicaly kinda easy... because after all I had something in my day going and kinda free... now I am not sure what to put in my time where should I go... should I be more outgoing person?



Or just be the sad little kid which nobody likes to chat or talk with him...

It's little bit scary 2 months have passed... now 3 is starting and I am bored...

I have been around pick up material for 2 years... 


Almost two.. I am new into that shit... and there is so much things


The way you say it... what to say... how to be funny!?
How to get phone numbers, you should always close!?

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So much details and information... if you are newbie... not like me but like others you gonna be socially fucked up... as for me... I am around such data for a long time... and I am starting to connect the dots...




And this is my life... all about connecting dots... it even not interesting if you are living my life you gonna hate it... there is slash or bashing somebody on the law and saying to him give me your money... this is very typical for school but here in this here game...


I have been around movies, TV Series, Reality Shows, Books... if we talk about movies... I have watched around 500 movies... for  19 years ... this is the sum, tv series around 45 probably... but if we are talking about series which I follow up... not about series which I watch sometimes...

Reality Shows, Larry King is a cool guy with a great show you have plenty of what to learn from him...

books around 800 probably this year I am going to make... which means in the sum of all my years i have read 800 books and wanting to read 400 books and the numbers go and go and go and go.


This life is little outlandinsh nothing interesting really going... I am like a guy who knows everything in theory... I know facts... I read books... I know stuff about statics... but this life which I am living everyday needs improvement... if I don't improve my life... I am living below average... if I improve it... it's extraordinary... so how fucked up is that?



To be honest...  I hate this life... lets grab one knife... and slit the throat up to the chase... blood is going to flush out... but this is blood of freedom... at least I am not going to be canabalistic person with manner of eating flesh.

Review: The Pied Piper

The Pied Piper The Pied Piper by Ridley Pearson
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

"June 28, 2018 –
70.0% "Reminds me for Pipe Piper from Silicon Valley TV Series"
June 28, 2018 – Shelved
June 28, 2018 – Started Reading"


- This book is for people who want to kill little time!

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Review: Zero Limits: Breaking Out of Your Comfort Zone

Zero Limits: Breaking Out of Your Comfort Zone Zero Limits: Breaking Out of Your Comfort Zone by Craig Beck
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Most people have put in their lifes limits and excuses... and all their life is all about that shit...

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How to excuse themself. (From not doing that type of action.)
How can I limit "myself" from not going out...

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Life goes on and on and on and they don't stop with staying inside their comfort zone. Life isn't build to life in a comfort.

- Positive thoughts (IT"S A COMFORT)...
- Negative and Positive thoughts (It's a moment in life in which you get out of your comfort.)

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четвъртък, 28 юни 2018 г.

Visit

Church is not some private stuff,

I can't tell you my relegious beliefs,
I can't tell you where I live
I can't tell you my mom's name
I can't tell you my uncle's name
I can't tell you where I am now
I can't tell you what I do
I can't tell you what I eat
...
The rules are ridiculous, if we go and focus on this shit what we gonna miss!?


Outside is Raining,
My mail box is ful,
Heavy raining
Life goes ond on...


And what do we do?... We put inside our small minds limits... which limit us from doing so much s stuff, we could be outside with a friend, we could be now surfing on the internet and learning and learning abudance of information... then gatherr friends... make a group and start sharing what "we" have learn. Everyday is a lesson to be learn, you either gonna stay and get the feedback or go out and again and again and again getting rejected like a piece of shit.



This here is really a visit... what I really want to say to you... is that life is full of lessons and people shouldn't skip any type of lesson. If outside the weather is fucked up probably is because in your life you are missing something and this rain will stop you from abusing your life and start going for what you need to understand.... RAIN IS LIKE A TIME IN LIFE WHEN YOU NEED TO GET FEEDBACK... so if it's heavy raining stay home and learn and learn and learn and learn... once the weather has changed is time to apply what you have learn.


So  I don't know you as a person... 
I have never met you in real life... so what I can say
any type of reason of not doing action is simple of excuse which in other words
it's "PROCRASTINATION".

You procrastinate... you don't do work
you don't do what you should do...


You stay home and bullshit yourself with simple excuses so to make you feel great
inside and out.

Your life isn't made  to stay all day home and living life to go and go and go and go and go
and excusing your actions because some kinda a fucker is doing your thing and because he is damn good you can't compete with him.



I am totally fucked up... if we ask that question... I can't live a life inside a house... it's a self-torture story.