понеделник, 29 януари 2018 г.

Started

It started in the middle of nowhere, build by dialogue, that's a story... the more lines the more dialogue.


- The whole thing is bullshit, but I am going to continue to type... let's see how far are we going to go.


DeYtH: Fuck you
Criminal: That's the way... come on... come on... pull more
DeYtH: You Suck
Criminal: The fun thing about it,  you can continue insult me... to offend me... but after all
addiction puts on my track also and without it you are again here.

Criminal: Thoughts like

"He should die"
"I am feeling bad... so should they feel bad."

- That's a criminal behavior... it's a signal that soon very soon you gonna make something very very BADDDDDDDDD.

DeYtH: LIE

Criminal: You know it's the truth... the thing which all it needs is somebody to push you out of your bounderies... once that done the second thing as a SELF-Protection rage is comming

DeYtH: FUll  of shit

Crimminal: Once that... you are  monster ready to push the trigger, without and giving a fuck

- A Race fuck
- Pitty Fuck
- White FUck
- Black Fuck
- Hate Fuck
- Love fuck

...


Criminal: Put whatever name you want, but one day you gonna end up in jail... what happen here it will happen to you...


....


It shouldn't continue
It should end
...

END ROAD

Forbidden Thoughts

All thoughts are forbidden,
if you ain't gettin it... it's forbidden 
this explains all of it.

Life started as innocent as you think it can be.
Going out and not giving shit about leature... now  Wanting to go back
the BACK PASS isn't allowing me to go back.

THe back has been locked.


It really did happen "again that shit"
- I wented to church yesterday to clean up sins, but church it really doesn't cleans sins,
it's the most sinful place.

If it's build by a human it's forbidden...
When it's forbidden it's sinful!

...

The world is greedful place it wan'ts slaves and not everyone can be a king

not all people are ready for change. The world wants you to change but you always
come back.

Going with the past really isn't the way people should go.


The story which you are reading it's non systematic.
As soon the lines end, your life is on the road to end.


Life is deadly choice!

Review: The Orchid Thief: A True Story of Beauty and Obsession

The Orchid Thief: A True Story of Beauty and Obsession The Orchid Thief: A True Story of Beauty and Obsession by Susan Orlean
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

"January 7, 2018 –
100.0%
January 7, 2018 –
50.0% "1:04:48"
January 7, 2018 –
5.0% "35:15"
January 7, 2018 – Shelved
January 7, 2018 – Started Reading"

P.S. - This book is about madness... obsession and how far a human mind is going to go.



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Review: Jumanji

Jumanji Jumanji by Chris Van Allsburg
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

This story is lovely, if you are fan of adventures you gonna like and what this story is going to bring you and put you where.

It's one of those stories which you hate when it ends the whole thing....

- You start loving the characters
all... with their imperfections.... in the end those imperfections... really don't matter.

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The Same (Day)

It really doesn't matter, the days are the same
all day getting bored making promises which I won't execute. 



LIFE CONTINUES

LIFe CONTINUES


(This will explain the empty space between all lines....)


...

People never see clear.... they always are getting blur visions, the problem is that
they started with the thought (We have beginning)...

Me: No you don't, school won't prepare you for nowhere... it's Never Land.



...

But lets continue!



Leave that aside

When I wake up I feel the absence of my father, the days are different,
a life which is like a 3 one. First life was when everything was "Okay".... 2 
drama came and 3 when all ended.

...

Always before I go home I see that I am imagining that I am going to go to

whole lot better place, but when I get home... I see

0 Money in the pockey

Watching crazy TV Reality shows which say that

"We all could get better life"

...

Which is the biggest bullshit my years have ever heard.



....

I am putting and end... 


IT'S NOT REALLY THE END




петък, 26 януари 2018 г.

Review: The Dolorous Passion of Our Lord Jesus Christ

The Dolorous Passion of Our Lord Jesus Christ The Dolorous Passion of Our Lord Jesus Christ by Anna Catherine Emmerich
My rating: 3 of 5 stars



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Review: The Complete Sherlock Holmes

The Complete Sherlock Holmes The Complete Sherlock Holmes by Arthur Conan Doyle
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

"November 21, 2017 –
15.0% "What we need are TV Series like

- Elementary
- Sherlock"
November 21, 2017 –
15.0% "What We need isn't Arthur Conan Doyle but we need somebody who can imagine Sherlock in his best.... if we try to go throw the story... by own we won't go far...."
November 21, 2017 – Shelved
November 21, 2017 – Started Reading"


P.S. And why Conan Doyle killed the best detective ever... it was little shaky ending soo much for nothing.

The Good News are ELementary TV Series are comming out with new Season as for Sherlock TV Series no news from there!

The prophecy was it was hell of ride.

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събота, 13 януари 2018 г.

Say Fuck It

Say  Fuck It,  Fuck It,  Fuck It,
Say  Fuck It,  Fuck It,  Fuck It

- To all teachers
- To the fucked up parents

Say  Fuck It,  Fuck It,  Fuck It,
Say  Fuck It,  Fuck It,  Fuck It

- Noo good has ever parent brough on the board.
- People say that "I" am the big problem



Say  Fuck It,  Fuck It,  Fuck It,
Say  Fuck It,  Fuck It,  Fuck It


- Horror has nothing to do with all problems
- No Need of approval from people.... people are different everyone expects different things


- Become a driver at age 18
- You can't become a driver at age 18 it's too early... start somewhere around 27 or 28 years old.
- You could work in the police
- You could get better in maths
...


Say  Fuck It,  Fuck It,  Fuck It,
Say  Fuck It,  Fuck It,  Fuck It

Say  Fuck It,  Fuck It,  Fuck It,
Say  Fuck It,  Fuck It,  Fuck It


Say  Fuck It,  Fuck It,  Fuck It,
Say  Fuck It,  Fuck It,  Fuck It


Say  Fuck It,  Fuck It,  Fuck It,
Say  Fuck It,  Fuck It,  Fuck It


To all this shit... it's meanigless

It's more likely a lost of time... thinking that you could fulfill
the all people you know their wishes  and desires, in the end
all this junkies and they dissapoint plenty of people.


.....

Say  Fuck It,  Fuck It,  Fuck It,
Say  Fuck It,  Fuck It,  Fuck It


Say  Fuck It,  Fuck It,  Fuck It,
Say  Fuck It,  Fuck It,  Fuck It


Just said it... nobody is going to hear you

...


Pornography is going to ruin you



....

but to say to some problems like addiction
... first accept it then say fuck it

....

it makes it go out... fucking damn easy.







Review: Flash and Bones

Flash and Bones Flash and Bones by Kathy Reichs
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

"January 5, 2018 – page 137
47.57% "Oh god this book is waste of time."
December 2, 2017 – page 106
36.81% "I am expecting something more than TYPICal CLICHES is going the whole story."
December 1, 2017 – page 92
31.94%
November 29, 2017 – page 89
30.9%
November 28, 2017 – page 73
25.35% "Bones... and that's how everything is following up."
November 28, 2017 – page 55
19.1%
November 7, 2017 – page 39
13.54%
November 5, 2017 – page 35
12.15% "Read few pages and you can see it all. That's what I like about this author... a lot of victims, dead bodies that's juicy."
November 1, 2017 – page 35
12.15%
October 31, 2017 – Shelved
October 31, 2017 – Started Reading"

P.S. - In other words it's not very well polished what's predictable should be changed, in this book isn't a lot of going on... I reached 20 Chapter nothing so interesting so far. The style isn't like Dean Koontz to grip you in suspense or Stephen King who plays with madness of Jeffery Deaver who as a writer makes the work from few POVS but well written and it doesn't make you to ask yourself - WHY THE FUCK AM I READING THIS BOOK.


Kathy Reichs writting it's similiar to Lee Child Style, but with differences that she is little beyond Lee Child Style.

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Review: Dolores Claiborne

Dolores Claiborne Dolores Claiborne by Stephen King
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

"January 3, 2018 –
50.0% "1:34:20"
January 2, 2018 –
10.0% "What I like about this story is the way it moves... the way it creates pressure which in the near hour is going to make an explosion."
January 2, 2018 –
10.0% "43:22"
January 2, 2018 – Shelved
January 2, 2018 – Started Reading"


P.S. - This story is build in a pressure it creates pressure and by creating problems the characters try to dump them. But sometimes they luck gets out of them.



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неделя, 7 януари 2018 г.

Review: The Lawnmower Man: Stories from Night Shift

The Lawnmower Man: Stories from Night Shift The Lawnmower Man: Stories from Night Shift by Stephen King
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

"January 2, 2018 –
100.0%
January 2, 2018 –
70.0% "People like Stephen King Make my day in 2017 I read plenty books written by this well known author."
January 2, 2018 –
70.0% "54:43"
January 2, 2018 –
70.0% "Oh god he is alive........."
January 2, 2018 –
70.0% "This is like A.I....

...

MOre than VR"
January 2, 2018 –
70.0% "Here the things just happen!"
January 2, 2018 –
70.0% "1:12:17"
January 2, 2018 –
25.0% "lawn mower and virtual reality... the movie picture is quite damn good as for a movie out of 1992 also what happens in this movie in now in the future is quite possible."
January 2, 2018 –
25.0% "38:34"
January 2, 2018 – page 0
0% "I enjoy being around works which are written by Stephen King, people like him have always what to say. Starting like one of those typical Star Trek TV Serives and movies but the plots moves around"
January 2, 2018 – Shelved
January 2, 2018 – Started Reading"

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събота, 6 януари 2018 г.

Non-Relevant The Journal 3

How Was Alcohol Used in Your Family?

- My father used too much alcohol which cost Agression, anger.. via violence.

How did your parents behave when they drank

- My mom drink a little .  So do grand mother and father… But my father from too much alcohol was with violent behavior.

How did that make you feel?

- Feeling miserable!


What did you do about it? (Maybe you left the house. Or you might have hidden yourself from them. You might have found some porn to occupy you)

- I was keeping it in myself … all the horror and when I found about jerk off that was the way of relaxing and calming.



Do you drink too much now?

- No

But I still feel the

- Trauma
- I am very stressed and depressed
- And sometimes I get upset and angry - It gets on the extreme levels.

Does Your Social Networking Relate to Your Sex Addiction?

- Before 1-2 years I was around porn chat rooms, as for now .. Just being around pornographic material.

- Images/Pictures
- Videos
- Films


DeYtH:

Tip: When my clients hear about men imitating women online, it helps to break down their fantasy world. I’ve had clients tell me, “George, you’ve ruined it for me. Now every time I go to a chat room to talk sex with a woman, I wonder if I’m really talking to some screwed-up dude.” So the next time you’re on a chat line thinking you’re talk ing to a sexy woman, remember that it’s entirely possible that you’re engaging with a man.


DeYtH: So same logic applied…



The porn is with two males… it's not really a hot woman… but a man in a green costume.

Do You Feel Guilty About Sex?

- Yes, I feel guilty from doing it.


 How was the topic of sexuality treated in your family?

- "One day your girlfriend is going to do you that favor."

- "You gonna return that favor."
- "One day you gonna have girlfriend… wife… children."


What role does guilt play in your life?

- I could be doing something better than self-destructing myself.

I’ve had gay clients who’ve internalized society’s homophobia. If you are gay, how long did you have to keep your sexuality a secret?

- No for that question

Has your sexual orientation influenced your sexually compulsive behavior?

- Yes it has


Did you internalize homophobia?

- No

Did your parents tell you they loved you whether or not you were gay?
(Did you talk to them about it)

- I have never talked with them about my compulsive addiction.


DeYtH: But my addiction makes me do things which aren't really desirable... and aren't in my best favor.


Do You Have Abnormal or Scary Thoughts?

- No

Have you had any thoughts of harming yourself or others?

- Yes, but thoughts… like killing somebody and making the people who know him to feel the pain and even to kill myself and leave the note:

- Life Sucks,
-I want better life


DeYtH: I am famous plenty people in the internet know me.

Compared to the people you know at work or in your social circle, how abnormal is your thinking?

- AVERAGE AS FOR ABNORMALITY


Do you wish you were dead?

- Yes

Do you have other addictions or behaviors that are self-destructive?

- No

Are you overdoing drugs and alcohol to the point of blacking out?

- No

Are you overeating to the point where you are morbidly obese?

- No


Note: Hello George the thought about masturning doubles the count and the period in other words 2-3 times in a day… create something which to remove this fucked up curse.


Note: George the system has sonw kinda gay style protection…

DeYtH: Hello Addiction
Mr. Addiction: Hello, Nice Jerk (Off)
DeYtH: It Hurts.   … it's like trigger_hurt brush entity.



Mr. Addiction: You like it.. and it ain't hurts.

DeYtH: It hurts my penis doesn't work… pornography is a bitch… just "I CANNNNNNN MAKE IT"

Mr. Addiction: So what, you like it.. don't YAAA

DeYtH: Yhooo… cock sucker

- It hurts
-  It's bad shit
- It ruins life's
-  It creates self-depression.


Mr. Addiction: Yo  man that's BULLSHIT.. .


DeYtH: No it's not..  you are sick bullshit fulfilled self doubt fucked up sucker with no other friends.

Mr. Addiction: That's BULLSHIT


DeYtH: Naah, man… it's the truth.



Broken penis.. . Diseases.. . Self-plagatory disease by self conscious.

Mr. Addiction: That's BULLSHIT man…


.what we are doing is replicating sex… so you are say ing that…

DeYtH: Yooooo Silence

Mr. Addiction: That sex is bad thing

DeYtH: Yeah sure… you use weak people + You hide behind masks … self-lavatory creature ravenous that's what you are Mr. Addiction. It's time to end once and for all… bitch… bitch…




Note: Put the gay shield…


DeYtH: But remember within you… you are a gay… not me… you ard not me… me is not a self-destruction.. . NON SLEEPING VAMPIRE… ZOMBIE RAVENOUS CREATURE. THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE..


Mr. Addiction: You like it… we all know about desires… publish it on internet to give powers.


DeYtH: Stop with the shit!


Mr. Addiction: SHIIIIITTTTT LAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAH!?


DeYtH: You are angry… aren't ya?

- Keep silence join ravenous…

FUCK ravenous



Oavendery… is your bitch and you ain't nice ouraaaaaa friendship is over… Don't shot me.. . Energy doesn't have within it a Addiction… Mr. Addiction isn't there.


Mr. Addiction: Ohhh yeah I am there…

DeYtH: No you ars nothing… just ravenous air… air bitch.


Mr. Addiction: I am your friend.


DeYtH: Penises

- Disease
- Zombies
- Aids

And Vampires

A ravenous lavenderorh creature fuck ravenous.. . Use gay shield against ravenous.


Mr. Addiction: For god sake stop the shit.. man.. grow up.

DeYtH: You manipulating shitty fucked ruin my life … God has nothing to do with ya.


DeYtH: DIE DIE DIE… BITCH… AIN'T MY FRIEND.


Mr. Addiction: But Xoca-Cola has me… and fireworks…. And so on and so on… I am everywhere.


DeYtH: Ravenous sticker…. RAvenous STICKER…




You are pressure and depressive little fucked.


Mr. Addiction: You can't destroy Me … you like that…

DeYtH: Not any more



Broken penises
KILLER SHOOTS PWN
ISES
..

BLOODY ILLY… RHAT"A A ZOMBIE A STARVATION… A FISEASE A GREENISH EATER BRAIN MELTER.

DeYtH: Come on… sucker tell me what you offed me?


Mr. Adduction: Pleasure… better life

DeYtH: Bullshit man (got chocolate spoils on the cock…mhm burning sensation…)))

1) Rule ♤1 Friends never lie
2) Rule ♤2 Pleasure is  just spoiler Alert



You are ravenous fucke r.. . Fucler you deserve to die.


Amx_slap Mr. ADDICTION 200000000000 (damage🎤🔊)




Boom Dead Mr. Addictiom
Boom Dead Mr. Addiction
Boom Dead Mr. Addiction




Where are you?

Mr. Addiction: Here!

Boom Dead Mr. Addiction

Boom Dead Mr. Addiction
Boom Dead Mr. Addiction




And he is dead forever and ever dick is a multipiple violation of law.

Review: Dirty Weather

Dirty Weather Dirty Weather by Greg Hurwitz
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

It's Dwelish
Work...
It's like those very well predictable movies... we know that this is going to happen and it happens.


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петък, 5 януари 2018 г.

Review: Eddie the Eagle: My Story

Eddie the Eagle: My Story Eddie the Eagle: My Story by Eddie Edwards
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

This book is a story which is easy to follow and what moves all the lines is the ambition of the character. For him there isn't any stop he will continue over and over and over... tripping and falling over and over and what really for little moment stops the line is the moment when he needs arm (in other words it means that he needs somebody to tell him that "he can").



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Review: Mark Felt: The Man Who Brought Down the White House

Mark Felt: The Man Who Brought Down the White House Mark Felt: The Man Who Brought Down the White House by Mark Felt
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

"December 31, 2017 –
100.0% "As more deeper you go as more it odds it gets."
December 22, 2017 –
15.0% "46:31"
December 22, 2017 –
15.0% "The story gives you slight view of being inside the mind of politicians."
December 22, 2017 –
15.0% "A story build upon drama."
December 22, 2017 –
15.0% "35:48"
December 22, 2017 – Shelved
December 22, 2017 – Started Reading"

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сряда, 3 януари 2018 г.

Review: J.D. Salinger: A Life

J.D. Salinger: A Life J.D. Salinger: A Life by Kenneth Slawenski
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

"December 29, 2017 –
5.0% "It's great to be around well written works and creating a picture fulfilled with details.""

P.S. - Few days have been left until the year reach it's own end, so my opinion about this story is that each writer should read this book. It has been created a great impact, words feel like they alive, each letter is ready to tell it's own story. AS much deeper you go as more you find out that this story is showing what's the feeling to be a writer!

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вторник, 2 януари 2018 г.

Review: The Hot Zone: The Terrifying True Story of the Origins of the Ebola Virus

The Hot Zone: The Terrifying True Story of the Origins of the Ebola Virus The Hot Zone: The Terrifying True Story of the Origins of the Ebola Virus by Richard Preston
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

"December 15, 2017 –
50.0% "How far will they get?
...

That's the question which bothers my mind!"
December 15, 2017 –
50.0% "1:54:16"
December 15, 2017 –
25.0% "46:44"
December 9, 2017 –
20.0% "36:29

...

This story is like virus closed in room and you examine what's going to happen when you put one person inside this room
...>

It could be something much bigger than this thought."
December 8, 2017 – Shelved
December 8, 2017 – Started Reading"


P.S. - The author is doing an experiment, how far will it get?
...

It depends how much you want to know?

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