вторник, 31 юли 2018 г.

Comedy: I suck = They Suck

by DeYtH Banger



Come on they suck... all day listening about their bullshit stories:

- How are you?
- What did happen?
- This don't do it?
- How are they?
- What if it didn't happen?


- How are you?
- What did happen?
- This don't do it?
- How are they?
- What if it didn't happen?



- How are you?
- What did happen?
- This don't do it?
- How are they?
- What if it didn't happen?



- How are you?
- What did happen?
- This don't do it?
- How are they?
- What if it didn't happen?



- How are you?
- What did happen?
- This don't do it?
- How are they?
- What if it didn't happen?



- How are you?
- What did happen?
- This don't do it?
- How are they?
- What if it didn't happen?



- How are you?
- What did happen?
- This don't do it?
- How are they?
- What if it didn't happen?



- How are you?
- What did happen?
- This don't do it?
- How are they?
- What if it didn't happen?



- What's your name?
- How old are you?
- You are too young!
- Have you ever played basketball?
- Go and build muscles
....



- What's your name?
- How old are you?
- You are too young!
- Have you ever played basketball?
- Go and build muscles
....




- What's your name?
- How old are you?
- You are too young!
- Have you ever played basketball?
- Go and build muscles
....





- What's your name?
- How old are you?
- You are too young!
- Have you ever played basketball?
- Go and build muscles
....





- What's your name?
- How old are you?
- You are too young!
- Have you ever played basketball?
- Go and build muscles
....


Statements and questions... always fucking around, people are having fun but never calculcating it... come on... they passed 12 years of school and now they go to parties go and give all their money... but never think about the next day... what type of fun activity is that?

...

So the thought is:

"Today I gonna have fun... tomorrow let starve..."
"Today money doesn't mater.... (Few Days later) - WHERE ARE THE FUCKING MONEY?"


People always pissed off

ALways fucking around...


And I suck... I suck in being a nice guy  listening to morals... this is the most fucked up thing which you can do in your whole life... sucking and sucking morals and then what?

OBEY IT
OBEY IT



...

And really why no-one does ever call and be direct... stop with this indirect game.. going around topics which say and imply that this person have interested but let's be honest all this shit is false and in the end we all play that fucking dull game...


NULL IT!

NULL IT!

NULL IT!

NULL IT!
NULL IT!
NULL IT!
NULL IT!
NULL IT!
NULL IT!
NULL IT!
NULL IT!
NULL IT!
NULL IT!



Comedy: Being a Biatch or ACTING LIKE IT!?

by DeYtH Banger


What you need the most now is.... one rope... put it over your throat and


GO FOR IT
GO FOR IT
GO FOR IT
GO FOR IT
GO FOR IT
GO FOR IT
GO FOR IT



It's a rational decision... no need to listen what others are saying depression and stress are state which are move-overs... which are going to  help you make the best choice ever you have ever made.

 I am tired of the bullshit story - I don't have time, so if you don't have time make some...

...

In my Life I spend and make time and create stuff in yours... you invest and invest and then you seek it... you fucking want it back ... but you AIN'T GONNA WANK IT THIS TIME



1) Once done
2) Twice done
3) Tripple done

... and you continue and now you want to fuck more around?

Fuck your game
Fuck your life


And the creator destroys you...
 by dieing... natural


...

Life is the most fucked up thing which you can get inside... the curtains are down and the game goes and goes and goes and the best one beats in this game... how fucked up is this?



This is the best scenario which you can get over... you want it... you gonna get it

...

So most people come here on this planet and :


1) I want to be rich
2) I want to be famous
3) I want more action movies
4) I want more toys
5) I want more money
6) I want more space 



But hey you fucking biatch are you ready to give some value to this world... you can't only fuck around... by wanning and wanting and banning and vaning and all this fucked up words I want to ask you why life isn't random as fuck?

Comedy: Life Sucks and Nobody Tells You That

by DeYtH Banger


Did somebody yesterday or today... came and said to you life sucks and all your expectations are going to get underground.... Below 15 meters of soil... down there... that's life how it gets in you in the end... you get in below 15 meter in a coffin.

And the most ironic thing is that people celebrate this day by crying and saying things like

- I am sorry wasn't there for you...
- How could this happen...
- Life could be better... you and me we know it very well...
- You are a grown up man... you didn't needed to go so far...


All people wanking... and wanting... and needing you... and crying and acting like a biatch.
After all it didn't went their way... if it doesn't go their way... this is a reason to make them angrier...

But the best thing is when you die... this is a celebration... in which you are invited and your body exposed and no any type of signals are needed... - How cool is this?


...


The song could go and on and on and on... the same is for life... suicide is the best choice you got now in your pocket... people tell to other people to play with all their cards and why not now they don't play and with the last card which they got, it's something like a





Ace... but down and up it's written 

"Die you BIATCH"


- So here is the thing which I have learn from life... 

Life can beat you up
Life can fuck you up
Life can screw you up
Life can make you feel miserable
...

But if life says you that


...

Buckle up and do what's needed after all this is going to be your prom night... did you had such celebration in life?...

Yes


OR

NO?



Look my comedy is horrific... I write something and then I put it in horror... because it's gets in horrific levels....


This fucking assholes could go with... (About you):

- He made the right decision... (P.S. - We both know that this isn't true.. .you don't think the same thing as what you are saying...)

- He is a fucking asshole... (Note: I fucking love this compliment... another example of ruining my day... do you know that I hear you and see you?... Or if this is not true... the bible is fucking wrong and the last thing which I want to add... lies end up in making Jesus sucking my dick...)

(Note: After all... I am non religious person and I can say all type of shit and I don't need to get punished... life is a hell... another blow of offer won't be bad idea as for now...)

- Hey... wake up... son... I am sorry... I am sorry... please wake up.... Wake up son... (....and now is my turn once... having the chance to ignore you wake up and sorry's... I am very tired from that crap... don't ask yourself why I am here... it was the best investment I have ever done...)

Review: Conversation Crack

Conversation Crack Conversation Crack by Jason Capital
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

"July 24, 2018 –
80.0% "Part 15

..."
April 23, 2018 – Shelved
April 23, 2018 – Started Reading"


- This audio is real... dope... it helps you to improve your game and it helps you to deal with pressure what you need in social game or if you talk with girls is person like Jason Capital... He knows stuff which other coaches miss...

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понеделник, 30 юли 2018 г.

Comedy: Life As Whole

by DeYtH Banger


Always giving a fuck

- For that
- For that and that
- For what and so
- For why and who
-  For where and when
- For How and ...


Always caring life is a selfless fuck.... we all give a fuck
I have seen myself in such type of circle.

Caring:

- For others
- For nobody's
- For things
- For stuff
- For people 
- For related people
- For relationship


and one moment you head is buckle up with too much fuck then it comes
the data... which I call "Important as fuck"... which is a data which your mind you wants to write down. If you are writer your mind always wonders around information and for better scenarious... my life went so fucked up that I started using chess... and playing deck cards for metaphors. 
...

My mind as a writer always got what to tell one moment is good thing other... it really fucks you up... you could be not sleeping and all day thinking.


Like:

- What if I didn't did that... yesterday?
- What if I did that?
- Why did I got bullied in school?
- Why people start to ignoring me?
- Am I enough funny and joky?
- Am I enough the person I want to be?
- Do I know enough?
- Is there any type of reason of being here?
- Is it possible people to be selfish.... (In theory... yesterday I got beaten up... my mom wasn't even paying attention to me... and what if I just tried not to talk to that girl and go with my father out... whe he was still alive?... Bullied been in school isn't even funny... it's a long-term pain it always fucks me up when I come back to the old days stories... People stopped answering my calls... stopped wanting to see me out and started just in a polite way saying "Go fucking else where..." - Have you ever felt that?... It's a cold feeling... it's a feeling which you feel but nobody says anything which means... they don't say anything for me to quit or so on and so on... but the way they behave you can see and feel that they don't want you...

Have you wondered why this joke didn't went well?
..> Have you ever wondered why you are out of jokes... in my world... I wonder... I am not always smart asshole... funny guy one moment ... I am so much under the soil that I am like a animal... a biatchy animal... who gets pissed off anything...)

Note: And life continues no data can help you skip this hell... the hell wants you in there... and nobody really wants you in heaven...

- I don't think people are selfish...
- It's fucked up that I want to kill myself... it's the most arrogant... selfish decision ever taken from me

..

It could be not questions... it could be data or things which you say and with minutes and seconds it gets to somewhere bigger and larger... my brain and totally ruin you... I have so much data...

...
S
t

a
r
t
i
n
g

From seducing women up to man... up to manipulation and con-crime... and I am just a normal guy or 

AM I?

...

So life is a selfish decision but not the most,

selfish one...

ANd they want to roll the game and nobody even give a fuck
to the noobies....

Review: Coup d'Etat

Coup d'Etat Coup d'Etat by Ben Coes
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

Nothing more than a story which you gonna get little curious and then the writer loses you behind the lines.




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четвъртък, 26 юли 2018 г.

Review: Изкуството да Бъдеш успешен С Жените

Изкуството да Бъдеш успешен С Жените Изкуството да Бъдеш успешен С Жените by Илиян Топчиев
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

So this book is bulgarian and it sucks at last levels.

...

Most of the stuff are well expected for person like me... and most of the material doesn't go in what pick up is really doing.

....

Pick Up community is not a direct community... but indirect each thing they say in this community has few sub messages... here in this book everything is direct like.


You go to a girl you say

"I wanna have sex with you."

She gets horny... and comes in your come to fuck her


- Hahaha... life isn't like this if it was like this comedian like me will fuck in routines...

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Date Part 2





And it gets crazier

понеделник, 23 юли 2018 г.

Review: The First Victim

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My rating: 3 of 5 stars



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Review: Transperceneige : Intégrale

Transperceneige : Intégrale Transperceneige : Intégrale by Jacques Lob
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

This story is rare... you can't find such type of stories... in everyday movies or books. Well made... and very interesting concept from the starting until the end...

...


The irony is that the winter is going up it's own end... but still people believe that the winter won't end and they are canned inside a train...

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Cradiale

So here is the truth we always think,
Not in  numbers... but my our mind always goes somewhere,
Not really  in a good way.


...

So it comes a thought... then another and the whole process

fucks you up.

- "Life Sucks"
- "This sounds like a cool thought let's write it down."
- "Now you should call that guy..."
 - "Now say that..."
- "Mhm... doesn't sound... right or cool... come with something else..."
- "Oh god... this is worse than I ever thought..."

Overthinking kills you... by building up anxiety... 
now that's not right, now this doesn't give too much value...


And one moment in life you end up in the trash... constant worry isn't life

all about...


- "Now let's try this..."
- "Now let's try to give some fucks..."

Your mind probably wouldn't be saying  this but... sub-level this is what a simple thought
is perceived by the mind. 








And now the person who is speaking with you is brain in anxiety,

Good Night!

сряда, 18 юли 2018 г.

Watch And Stare

by DeYtH Banger


"I am not a number... but one day I gonna end up like a number."

- DeYtH Banger

People pay me to stare, it's an easy job… In and Out!
I go to random houses or apartments in the middle of the night and I do it for few hours. The whole idea is researching.

Taking Notes and Be as much silent as possible.

Note: It's fucked up the whole idea of security, it doesn't exist, it has never existed and it will never ever exist.


People think that they are safe home from predators, but theu don't give a thought to people which they know = predators or even home invasion.

The whole trick is to not be to noisy. (P.S. - I just can't hold myself there are plenty of material on the internet which help you to become a con-man, what you really need is a reason… how to and somebody who is doing it….)

If you get in somebody home… try to do it in the moment when you expect good stuff to come. People tell me I should feel the woman side..


It's kinda fucked up… I haven't been raised to be a gay… so to do that I ask women questions (No dumb questions exist)… I take notes when I stare them having sex… seeing what she does… how and why… what next…


The truth is that no relatives or friends know about what I really work… and it's great disguise to use... something like I study people… It's a great thing and nobody WILL  dive in this shit… WE ALL ARE SELFISH TYPE OF GENES… WE WILL NEVER CARE AND GIVE A FUCK FOR SOMEBODY WHO IS OUT OF OUR BODY…




Shit is getting crazy the more I do what I do the more I get invisible and good…


RIP: 3467 Day…. End … up in jail head bashed against wall… plenty of blood instant death.

Done Wrong

Always searching for a match,
Always searching for perfection,
Always wanting to be perfect.


In such world in which we live clean code
is a possibility… but to want to fuck somebody's
desire isn't a real privilege you fuck.


Always wanting improvement without taking action,
betting on others what my daily routine is…


"She was ugly in the face… she was walking 7 if we need to rate from the scale 0 to 10… but her body was magnificent… blonde hair and perfect body…"





"So fuck I gave you pictures of what I like and now we gonna go to routine, what you Like?... Is this some kinda joke?"


"I was annoting and she rejected me with BULLSHIT.. ."




That day I had motivation… today I feel like shit…

вторник, 17 юли 2018 г.

Review: Real World Seduction

Real World Seduction Real World Seduction by Swinggcat
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

"July 4, 2018 – page 71
75.53%
July 2, 2018 – page 49
52.13% "We don't know anything about dating... the truth is that we know a small piece of the dating world...

Which is

- Few Miss Conceptions
- Plenty of advice... but no action ever taken"
July 2, 2018 – page 49
52.13%
July 2, 2018 – Shelved
July 2, 2018 – Started Reading"


- A book about Push & Pulling, Prizing, Meta-Frema and more.

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Suicide

by DeYtH Banger




I know the weather is great nobody deserve today, but I feel worthless... 
why am I alive?
I don't want to tell anymore stories about myself... 
I sick of this shit... 
One more story just I am going to tell the writting isn't for me... 
I feel like a shit telling people to know how a person like me feels...
 And all arrogant people are going to die.. 
First the junkies then the sedative people and the spree continues and let me ask you a question..:

- Do you feel worthless?
- Do you want to die?
- Do you want to kill yourself?
- Do you want death to take your soul?
- Do you feel like shit?
- Do you like the person who you have become?


...

O-o-O
         O-o-O
                   O-o-O
                              O-o-O
                                        O-o-O
                                                 O-o-O
                                                          O-o-O
                                                                      O-o-O
                                                                                  O-o-O
                                                                                             O-o-O
                                                                                                              O-o-O
                                                                                                                               O-o-O



If it's about me... but let's be honest I am not a selfish type of person... 
But this whole story is all about me...
 If you want a story about yourself..... go home and write few as for me...
 I am sick of fixing people's day and creating improvement in people's life and one moment it strikes right in the guts... 
Because a clown like me has a heart and one moment it just hurts too much... 
This here story isn't for people who feel that day is lost,
 If you feel your day is lost come and blow my balls at least doing that 
One person in the roll is going to be satisfied and do you know who is he?

It's me....!








Most people get in the place in which I am with sedatives and drugs... but in me.. . it's totally adaptable... 

I like seeing drunk teenagers who are thinking that one day their life is going to be awesome. 

(Note: Probably sometimes ruining somebody's day makes me great... 
I feel like I have ruined now few days which sounds awesome... look it's on a row... it's not on numbers...)


When people feel worst about themselfs it's like a drug for me...
People see them as a shit and me as awesome and the trick continues making people to do what 

I want... sounds funny but one moment 
I am going to pull and your strings 
I am fucking genius...


So here is the thing... 
I am carefree mother fucka and don't get attached to anything my dad is death
 I throw a laugh and continue... 
My life is getting worst I am throwing a laugh... 
and I am going on and going on... laughing is a real sedative... 
I am not a genius my words are just normal like yours... 
This story isn't going to be long... 
This here is massive attack from thoughts
That's how it looks like whitout being a biatch and braging about it... 
About what's worse and what's good in this work.



I can't attach to people... because attachment hurts... it fucking hurts
you don't need to be me to understand it my mother isn't my mother she is Patricia... I call her by name
it's less investment and
It's less giving a fuck... so one da y
if she throws out the shit... I will be okay with it
But I am sick fuck and call her like others

- Mom... mom... mom... mom.... 
- Mom... mom... mom... mom.... 
- Mom... mom... mom... mom.... 
- Mom... mom... mom... mom....
 - Mom... mom... mom... mom....
 - Mom... mom... mom... mom.... 
- Mom... mom... mom... mom.... 
- Mom... mom... mom... mom.... 
- Mom... mom... mom... mom.... 
Mom... mom... mom... mom.... 
- Mom... mom... mom... mom.... 
- Mom... mom... mom... mom.... 
- Mom... mom... mom... mom.... 
- Mom... mom... mom... mom.... 
- Mom... mom... mom... mom.... 

- Mom... mom... mom... mom.... - Mom... mom... mom... mom.... - Mom... mom... mom... mom.... - Mom... mom... mom... mom.... - Mom... mom... mom... mom.... - Mom... mom... mom... mom.... - Mom... mom... mom... mom.... - Mom... mom... mom... mom.... - Mom... mom... mom... mom.... - Mom... mom... mom... mom.... 




or something like



- Dad... dad... dad... dad.....
- Dad... dad... dad... dad.....
- Dad... dad... dad... dad.....

- Dad... dad... dad... dad.....
- Dad... dad... dad... dad.....

- Dad... dad... dad... dad.....

- Dad... dad... dad... dad.....
- Dad... dad... dad... dad.....
- Dad... dad... dad... dad.....
- Dad... dad... dad... dad.....
- Dad... dad... dad... dad.....
- Dad... dad... dad... dad.....
- Dad... dad... dad... dad.....
- Dad... dad... dad... dad.....
- Dad... dad... dad... dad.....
- Dad... dad... dad... dad.....
- Dad... dad... dad... dad.....


or


- Grandfather... grandfather... grandfather... grandfather
- Grandfather... grandfather... grandfather... grandfather
- Grandfather... grandfather... grandfather... grandfather
- Grandfather... grandfather... grandfather... grandfather
- Grandfather... grandfather... grandfather... grandfather
- Grandfather... grandfather... grandfather... grandfather
- Grandfather... grandfather... grandfather... grandfather
- Grandfather... grandfather... grandfather... grandfather
- Grandfather... grandfather... grandfather... grandfather
- Grandfather... grandfather... grandfather... grandfather
- Grandfather... grandfather... grandfather... grandfather
- Grandfather... grandfather... grandfather... grandfather
- Grandfather... grandfather... grandfather... grandfather
- Grandfather... grandfather... grandfather... grandfather
- Grandfather... grandfather... grandfather... grandfather
- Grandfather... grandfather... grandfather... grandfather



- This here is an attachment... once you have that... it's like a sedative losing that result costs too much... I mean That's why most people don't attach to me... I am too sociable and attachable person once I'm in your life I can really mindfuck you... that's the word which I use when somebody's mind
get's controlled by me...

So my day is getting worser... now explaning manipulation... next level probably will be strangulation... life is all about savage playing chess.


Hate Me... Be Honest

by DeYtH Banger


I want the fucking truth... it could be 5$ dollars... tell me the truth... why you lie me it's
5,30 ... if you tell me the truth I am going to give few more penies... it could be one 1 or 2 more dollars, but at least be honest with me.


And outside is raining words fly around like gimme shit... the rain is rolling around another heavy weather and the day is going to end... I am not a biatch without money.



Rain is a noisy biatch the day is findings it's own end... nobody ever said that the day will first go dark... nearly impossible deaf... and one moment a bunch of water is going to fall of from the sky... people continue to lie this is  the corruption of this universe, I am not a weirdo I am honest dictator.


The melody is sad... but life continues so and this work and others are going to come around and stay forever... works come and stay people come and go, that's what's life is... I don't know what your mother has said to you...

...


But life isn't the way she perceives or either your father or grandmother and the big lie of this day is:


I lied to you... or I can say that... first what I know is just from TV Movies and Series... I use them to expand my knowledge... but songs and books also do the things... little practice and more theory that's what my life is it... it's difficult to be me... I spend plenty of time in everything that's what I am... 3 digit biatch ... who you can't understand and with using all words.



Nobody did really said... that theory or what they say about themself is a trust... that's what happen the first second when time came and it has been accepted in since then... nowadays people say stuff about themself... and people start trusting them... trust based on data.... so people are walking data.



And one moment  before:

Alcohol: The earliest alcoholic drink dates back to 7,000-6,600 B.C. Residues of the drink were found in pottery shards from the ancient village of Jiahu, in China’s Henan Province. The drink consisted of a mixture of rice, honey, and fermented grapes or other fruit.

Hallucinogens: The earliest fossil remains of the hallucinogenic San Pedro cactus, found in a cave in Peru, date back to between 8,600 and 5,600 B.C. The seeds of mescal beans, found in what is now southern Texas and northern Mexico, date from the end of the ninth millennium B.C. to 1000 A.D. And small stone sculptures called “mushroom stones” found in Guatemala, Mexico, Honduras and El Salvador suggest hallucinogenic mushrooms were used in sacred cults between 500 B.C. and 900 A.D.

Opium: The earliest found fossilized remains of the opium plant, dating back to the mid-sixth millennium B.C., were found at a dig site in Italy less than 20 miles northwest of Rome. Remains of poppy seed capsules and traces of opiates have been discovered in the plaque and bones of human skeletons dating back to the 4th millennium B.C., along with prehistoric art showing parts of the poppy being used in religious ceremonies.

Coca leaves: The earliest evidence of humans chewing coca dates back to South America around 8,000 years ago. The remains of pieces of coca leaves have been found in house floors in Nanchoc Valley, Peru, and in human dental remains and mummy hair.

Tobacco: Smoking pipes dating back to around 2,000 B.C. have been found in northwestern Argentina, although it’s unclear whether they were used for tobacco or other hallucinogenic plants. Remnants of nicotine found in pipes date back to 300 B.C.



And that's what people say drugs and alcohol and and other shit has been here for a very long time... and now lets see how  the world looks like:



Walking data with drugs and sedatives and substances in their system and feeling extremely confident... without that anxiety and depression drowns them up. People keep promising... keep saying promises... we and I have plenty of friends and how much times do we get with all outside?

Here is the answer:

- ... A Couple of videos and photos


....

But let's clear that shit.. .videos and photos make us to feel like we are friends or relatives... just few pictures... that's what keep us close... and one moment we remove all this shit... walking data can it be a friend?


That's what the question for today dare is it!






понеделник, 16 юли 2018 г.

Money

by DeYtH Banger


I am not crazy religious person... but everything is about money...
You need money to get in that place... you need money to get that girl, you need money to get out of your home... you need money and money and money and money and money...

It's such a big attachment which in the end will cost your whole life... I am not fucking with you.


And I am getting crazier... wanting to slash and bash people.... I want to kill people it's lovely concept soon on CNN or New York Times... 20+ guy goes in killing spree

Thoughts are here to save us ... it's salvation from self-obesity. If you start going in your thoughts paranoia is the first sympton then feeling scared... even bluffing with somebody makes you scared...


So here is the thing... I went in somebody's house... and I have seen him 3 times and he let me inside his house... imagine this shit!?... Can you image it?

If I can get in his house who else can?


  • Stalkers
  • Killers
  • Haters



LIfe is about focusing too much of this shit is going to eat you inside of you... logically most people build there confidence not by adaptable behaviour ..... but by using some substances... drugs... alcohol then wanning better life... That's why an asshole kills a nerd and nerd is a guy who even blood is going to freak him out.


Let's dive deeper.. .we have plenty of time... time isn't really an obstacle in this here story... it's something which I get auto when I start sharing data... all here is data... and data by itself manipulates masses... and 


Good
Night,
Puppets 

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My rating: 4 of 5 stars



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Thinking

by DeYtH Banger


So life goes on and on ... we see people we always want to talk to them but we never talk to them... why not? Why life goes on and on life a slip-less paradox of brutality.


We just can't do that... You are afraid.... me too... too much pressure... go home and watch more comedy and more movies social life isn't for you. It's too much... there is peer pressure and the condition isn't adaptable.


We always end up apologizing for not taking action and saying that we gonna take action later... or in other period in life and this never helps... it really doesn't later is never... didn't we understand that already?

Being adaptable means when people can't pull your strings easy... it's a social damage people drink so to make it like not giving fuck but you... dear you... you always want to talk to people and not to drink... this path which you have choosen isn't nothing more than a social damage created by the people around you... why you continue in such brutal way? Life can be easy... like not giving fuck... not caring... just grab a bottle and have fun.


Fun always has been for people to grab a bottle and have fun... that's what your mind says... thats' what people say but where are you?... I be that dear you is near "Now"...

People always want to proof themselfs that they are good that they are awesome, that they are cool adn so on and so on and so on... then life comes with it's grabs you by the throat and says last wishes?

And we like sick biatches wondering what we haven't done because of being afraid... always living a life of denial. My words are n't complex I am just using a vocabulary with which we are friends... but one day...


TO be simple is awesome... just go  and take the bottle... you gonna get extreme confidence people are going to love you (Note: For the person who you aren't)... all people grab bottles to proof that they can be cool... but they life a life full of fakeness... and leave life to dry you up to the bottom of this fucking sea.


The moment will come



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I am not weirdo... we are all one and one moment in life words are going to be the weapons which are going to safe you from self-destruction.

събота, 7 юли 2018 г.

Life Is Boring

This story isn't one of those boring stories which you while you surf on the social media or in the web you gonna find this story is what life is all about.

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So School has passed... I am not anymore a student... I am 19 years old kid... 

School has never been a good place for me... always getting annoyed by different people... always there is a big deal guy and always... I am somewhere in the middle of all this shit... BUt let's be honest life was easy... or ironicaly kinda easy... because after all I had something in my day going and kinda free... now I am not sure what to put in my time where should I go... should I be more outgoing person?



Or just be the sad little kid which nobody likes to chat or talk with him...

It's little bit scary 2 months have passed... now 3 is starting and I am bored...

I have been around pick up material for 2 years... 


Almost two.. I am new into that shit... and there is so much things


The way you say it... what to say... how to be funny!?
How to get phone numbers, you should always close!?

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So much details and information... if you are newbie... not like me but like others you gonna be socially fucked up... as for me... I am around such data for a long time... and I am starting to connect the dots...




And this is my life... all about connecting dots... it even not interesting if you are living my life you gonna hate it... there is slash or bashing somebody on the law and saying to him give me your money... this is very typical for school but here in this here game...


I have been around movies, TV Series, Reality Shows, Books... if we talk about movies... I have watched around 500 movies... for  19 years ... this is the sum, tv series around 45 probably... but if we are talking about series which I follow up... not about series which I watch sometimes...

Reality Shows, Larry King is a cool guy with a great show you have plenty of what to learn from him...

books around 800 probably this year I am going to make... which means in the sum of all my years i have read 800 books and wanting to read 400 books and the numbers go and go and go and go.


This life is little outlandinsh nothing interesting really going... I am like a guy who knows everything in theory... I know facts... I read books... I know stuff about statics... but this life which I am living everyday needs improvement... if I don't improve my life... I am living below average... if I improve it... it's extraordinary... so how fucked up is that?



To be honest...  I hate this life... lets grab one knife... and slit the throat up to the chase... blood is going to flush out... but this is blood of freedom... at least I am not going to be canabalistic person with manner of eating flesh.

Review: The Pied Piper

The Pied Piper The Pied Piper by Ridley Pearson
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

"June 28, 2018 –
70.0% "Reminds me for Pipe Piper from Silicon Valley TV Series"
June 28, 2018 – Shelved
June 28, 2018 – Started Reading"


- This book is for people who want to kill little time!

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Review: Zero Limits: Breaking Out of Your Comfort Zone

Zero Limits: Breaking Out of Your Comfort Zone Zero Limits: Breaking Out of Your Comfort Zone by Craig Beck
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Most people have put in their lifes limits and excuses... and all their life is all about that shit...

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How to excuse themself. (From not doing that type of action.)
How can I limit "myself" from not going out...

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Life goes on and on and on and they don't stop with staying inside their comfort zone. Life isn't build to life in a comfort.

- Positive thoughts (IT"S A COMFORT)...
- Negative and Positive thoughts (It's a moment in life in which you get out of your comfort.)

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