четвъртък, 31 май 2018 г.

Overall

So let's go overall
I am a freak
BUt I am not me...
Me is an optical illusion a speculation of all assumption of visualizations.


So Hello, my name is Bill and I am a fucked up and creep
If you a view it... putting my own finger in my dick... is so fucking fucked up.
It's real scrutiny when you see the whole thing... it's not like a pornography,
There is a hooker who does all this job... inserting her

            finger 
                            nails
                                            fingers
                                                              more rather like
                                                                                                  pinky
                                                                                                                     finger



But porn is proposing go and fuck hookers,
                                    go and get footjobs
                                    go and get fingers in your dick
                                    go and buy sex toys
                                    go and get a blowjob
                                    go and be brutal with that girl
                                    go and desire to be badass
                                    go and get that girl
                                    go and get nailsjob
                                    go and get handjob
                                    go and get boobs job
                and mass manipulation continues along the lines and paragraphs 



Life is a overall seduction of mass media and manipulation,
The way you should pull the strings is by itself self conflict build upon
words, sentences and paragraphs.

Thinks about it, I am not fucked up
I don't look in the pass

but porn did made me to re-create another future
a future of being disgusting freak.



If you ask me... without any type of weekly weight... I can say that:



I am not fucked up
I am normal
Normal enough
But not wise enough




I am not fucked up
I am normal
Normal enough
But not wise enough



I am not fucked up
I am normal
Normal enough
But not wise enough




I am not fucked up
I am normal
Normal enough
But not wise enough





- Let's say if Anon the movie is truth and the past is so brutal and the past is not lived future...
then... I want to die.. but is it dead an optical illusion... is it by itself a repeation of overall seduction + false beliefs.


And let's end the whole thing with


F - False

E - Evidence
A - Appearing
R - Real



сряда, 30 май 2018 г.

Can't

I really can't do it...

Not because of not wanting it... 

I want it... 

I want to have wonderful day... but
some kinda fear bothers my throat
 you know.


False, Evidence, Appearing, Real


========================================================================================================================

The part is not just some lame shit
it's all about sharing and gathering and trying to build a
rapport. Or that's what comedy, TV Reality shows and TV Series
want us to believe... I have been around emails... I have been around those messages and want
Bill  Grant says is that -Shit... and shit... come and buy the product... but in more formal way and making the customer desire it.

Videos which  I get from Bill Grant are videos which brainwash people to buy stuff.

========================================================================================================================

But let's be honest... this here is going to be the hint... it's the joker... for your round.


========================================================================================================================


Fear... fear... it bothers all minds...

Fear can take all forms..

Fear is when you don't what to say or how to say it
...

You get a shaky fear when somebody catches watching porn how is it...


Your mom is like

Hey ... piece of shit what of shit are you watching
Nothing, mom...
Hey... don't lie to me... I know thaat you are into naked stuff
No... no... it's not true
Don't be e asshole... and tell the truth or you are going to be banned from playing on the  computer...


so chooose!???


========================================================================================================================





Can I tell you? (Part 2)

So we are friends?
...

And I am Bill... I am a fucking creep... look my face... look my people

....

The town is small... my dick is big... and I desiere stuff which in the end make me feel like a slut

...

So am I?





Touching the dick... rolling the balls.

Smelling it... and spitting on it....



Touching the dick... rolling the balls.

Smelling it... and spitting on it....






Touching the dick... rolling the balls.

Smelling it... and spitting on it....



Touching the dick... rolling the balls.

Smelling it... and spitting on it....



Touching the dick... rolling the balls.

Smelling it... and spitting on it....






Touching the dick... rolling the balls.

Smelling it... and spitting on it....






Touching the dick... rolling the balls.

Smelling it... and spitting on it....



Touching the dick... rolling the balls.

Smelling it... and spitting on it....






Touching the dick... rolling the balls.

Smelling it... and spitting on it....






Touching the dick... rolling the balls.

Smelling it... and spitting on it....



Touching the dick... rolling the balls.

Smelling it... and spitting on it....






Touching the dick... rolling the balls.

Smelling it... and spitting on it....






Touching the dick... rolling the balls.

Smelling it... and spitting on it....



Touching the dick... rolling the balls.

Smelling it... and spitting on it....






Touching the dick... rolling the balls.

Smelling it... and spitting on it....







Touching the dick... rolling the balls.

Smelling it... and spitting on it....



Touching the dick... rolling the balls.

Smelling it... and spitting on it....






Touching the dick... rolling the balls.

Smelling it... and spitting on it....







- And let's be honest... at the first is harsh and rough... saying the truth and comfirming it... but my comfirming it... I identify myself... by doing that I just say "Hello there... I am the creep next door... will you come over?"

- So let's go over it... Stephen King - Doesn't want the audience to sleep, Jack Ketchum - Likes to have sex and sex and sex... and one moment he gets bored... he wants to fuck with people's minds... Dean Koontz - A Guy who you can meet in your dreams, Jeff Lindsay - If you are killer you have similar mind process like Dexter....

and list goes and on and on and now the biggest question is life so short? 

Can I tell you?

It's a secret
People say that secrets are for special people's

but once pasted here... it already gets viral... but is it true or not?




...

But let's reveal few cards

1) I am not the guy who think I am 

2) This is false
3) Hate me... but I always lie



Let's first start from the beginning...
school was passing and I was thinking about getting out of school...
Now I am out of school... I like being in events like Toastmasters
...

But story continues... I like to fuck with people and I like people to challange me ... I don't get offended
or do I?
...

But the pee hole... it's a hole... and if it's not possible to put a pinky finger inside
...

I am creep freak... my name is Bill and I fucking did it...

The suspension and the regret bothers my mind it goes for
hours in the dark...

Tension and sparkle....

.....


And let the word be spoken... I am not a freak... or I am a creep?

вторник, 29 май 2018 г.

Words (Depression (Part 3), short story by DeYtH Banger

Words (Depression (Part 3), short story by DeYtH Banger

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DeYtH Banger - How to Talk to Anyone (Junior Talker #2)

by DeYtH Banger

19/05/2018



#NEW#







Description: 





There is a whole bunch of secrets on how to talk, there are tricks and ways. But nobody does read such books, is there in this room such a vicious reader?



I mean most people go around genre:


Romance
Horror
Erotic
Exotic
Biography
Psychology
Philosophy
or other type of books



But there is one guy or person.. .who reads self-help or if there is... they just don't get it or if they get it... what do they really do?



Self- Help books are books which can help you... but you need to take action before and all.



Probably you already know me as writer... I have written plenty of books which have been in genre horror... but now I am trying something new... which is to help people to get social. In the series "Junior Talker"... I am going to explain you some secrets!


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Review: The Carefree Installation System

The Carefree Installation System The Carefree Installation System by Jason Capital
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

"April 23, 2018 –
50.0% "Disk 15 out of 30"
April 23, 2018 –
50.0% "No more being a jerk it's time no more excuses. This excuses are going to lose your life, it's time to go out from our comfort zone and start action, enough theory. We have been around theory for a very long time... now is


"STRIKE"

...
For action

...

It's time to make some impact in life"
April 18, 2018 –
1.0% "The biggest problem in the world which we live... we learn at school that with theory we are going to pass... but when we get out... theory doesn't make us to pass... we need practice... and the whole truth about this whole point is we don't know how to do it in practical way."
April 18, 2018 –
1.0% "Day 10 - Answer: No... no... I won't care about what has happen to me before."
April 18, 2018 –
1.0% "Answer 2: I will feel care free... for doing what I love...
I won't do what people always should... but I will do what I want... not should!"
April 18, 2018 –
1.0% "It will go great... if I really focus on what I Really care - Answer

...

Day 1 - Exercise"
April 18, 2018 – Shelved
April 18, 2018 – Started Reading"

- What in this world you need... is a care-free system... people care too much.
...

I am not again too much care free... but atleast I got rid of the some heavy back baggage. I give a fuck sometimes... I think sometimes... but it's not like the old days... at least now days... I am trying to be as much present as I can!

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събота, 26 май 2018 г.

Scary

Can you push the trigger?
...

I mean the trigger of the weapon

Is it legal to talk about this shit?
Probably ... Not...

Probably yes... it's legal... but we don't have the time

to argue about this shit... life is precious...

It it's in essence... let's not ruin the whole Miss... Math and Miss Seduction

...


Let's be little realistic... what do you choose...
weapons like guns - Which ain't personal if you ask me or knifes - which means you know very well this guy or person and you have got fucked him very well.



I love knifes... I am not afraid of people the way they look me...

So this whole code job is


Bill... my name is Bill and please call me by using this name

...


Knifes are my thing... you cut the chase with in and with out

...

Go there... sloppp and chop few fingers... few body parts and now go and sell them... you are going to get paid very well.

събота, 19 май 2018 г.

DeYtH Banger - Books

by DeYtH Banger


Description:

This here is a Books Pack... all new books written by me + Some short stories to sleezy and slip aka kill the time. If you a bit bored this pack is for you so here is some links from which you can download this Books Pack:



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DeYtH Banger - How to Talk to Anyone (Junior Talker #1)

by DeYtH Banger

19/05/2018



#NEW#







Description: 




We want to do something like:



- To talk to a stranger

- To talk to a friend

- To have a chat with a new student

or even



- To Talk some kinda a random person



...

What's the case!



- We are afraid of rejection

- We have fear

- We are not ready

- We feel like it's not going to work

- We give too much fuck

- We start caring too much

- We start attachment (From 0 it becomes a real 10)

- We get shameful (Because we are afraid of what we are going to say)

- We Overhelm our head with too much thoughts





Note: It's time to end all this shit!




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петък, 18 май 2018 г.

Review: Bite

Bite Bite by Richard Laymon
My rating: 2 of 5 stars



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Disease (Part 4 )

I am not a liar... I study people... I watch people how they move and how they say stuff... this is fucked up and screw up... but what else can I do... waste time!?



I need to piss...

I need to go to the toilet

I need to do it... it's very urgent



Even If I go in my pants and start shaking my dick
... the water is going to boil it up and go all over my hands...
cum and yellow water... so lovely is it a soup?



People keep and keep on track or wasting time and in the end they say time isn't enough... time goes fast and time will pass... but let's face it... we read books about people who have lived a life and we go around writers who tell stories about ways they haven't lived their lifes. We watch TV Series and Movies to feel like we are genius but we ain't genius or smart... we are wasted time losers.





I need to piss...

I need to go to the toilet

I need to do it... it's very urgent



Even If I go in my pants and start shaking my dick
... the water is going to boil it up and go all over my hands...
cum and yellow water... so lovely is it a soup?



Books don't tell us a lot of about life... they just show us how one genius lived his life. Music is sadness and wasted time... let's face it... less social and more tests  you become somebody who everyone likes to fuck.



Dead is going to look you in the face... as for me... it's few days since I haven't piss I can continue this game... but biological POV if we look it from that perspective... I am going to do die... soon why?
...

Too much water inside my balls... not enough space for more yellow water.
So what next to do  with it?
TO piss in somebody mouth?... to make a soup?


OR WHAT?

Disease (Part 3)

Humans are riddles... puzzles which you need to crack, but still ask yourself how much time do you waste?... 

P.S. - I really wan to piss... or even watch porn and start fapping up and down and up and down and up and down... I wan t to do things which I have already done... and I want to do them over and over and over... it's just the way I feel.



I need to piss...

I need to go to the toilet

I need to do it... it's very urgent




Am I jerk... are really people interested in me? Or not... what is true and whats not?... Questions bother minds... go and shrink villiages and mindsets... if your mindset is shrink is it really you?



I need to piss...

I need to go to the toilet

I need to do it... it's very urgent



Even If I go in my pants and start shaking my dick
... the water is going to boil it up and go all over my hands...
cum and yellow water... so lovely is it a soup?


Are belief lies which you keep telling yourself? The new information which you learn today... is now the time of the death of your privious version... I am not a jerk.. I am just honest with you. Is you really you?


I need to piss...

I need to go to the toilet

I need to do it... it's very urgent



Even If I go in my pants and start shaking my dick
... the water is going to boil it up and go all over my hands...
cum and yellow water... so lovely is it a soup?



Does really soul exist? If Saw the movie exist so does and soul!? It's easy to be confident... I just went home and snap few fingers and did it... I became confident and damn good with girls.




P.S. - Uhh...ughhh I kinda lied... that it went like this way... I went home... I needed something like a week or month in which I was studying people and behaviors this will explain how the books like

Brain on Porn (Social #1), Brain on Porn (Social #2) and a book which is going to teach you how to talk to people... there and some secrets and methods... which most people hide... there is way to make people to like you... to exchange phone numbers or social media accounts and... even go outside... This book is comming soon... I will put material and from other books.


I need to piss...

I need to go to the toilet

I need to do it... it's very urgent



Even If I go in my pants and start shaking my dick
... the water is going to boil it up and go all over my hands...
cum and yellow water... so lovely is it a soup?


School is over... and it's kinda difficult to see a world without school... how does this exist in space... 12 years of jail and now out... it's so fucking difficult... I have so many memories in school and in outside world is... grudge and facing the devil in the eyes.



I need to piss...

I need to go to the toilet

I need to do it... it's very urgent



Even If I go in my pants and start shaking my dick
... the water is going to boil it up and go all over my hands...
cum and yellow water... so lovely is it a soup?



I can help you... but my stories are over so does and your life ,right?... YOu live within my setences and words and paragraphs... sorry... but I gonna kill you!?















Disease (Part 2)

What to say... others waste time and always ask questions over and over and over... forget information and continue wasting time like some type of shitty fuckers... but I am not others.


I need to piss...

I need to go to the toilet


I need to piss...

I need to go to the toilet



If they are me they gonna spend less productive state... most of them don't understand the science of getting in your pocket a great movie and living a healthy life. I don't want to smoke, 
why?

- I am not interested in a cancerous state!


I don't want to drink alcohol... why?

- I accept who I am... and I don't want to change the person who really I am... I will wake up in the another day and I am me... I am not the guy who with the heavy bottle... I don't give a fuck what others say about alcohol.



I need to piss...

I need to go to the toilet


I need to piss...

I need to go to the toilet



Why people need to go and piss? Why it's so important?
...
Why people are born to waste time?
...

In the end we forget what we remember and we forget that we remember... once that happen... face death... look him right in the eyes and say "Hello"... After all you won't remember and that scenario.




I need to piss...

I need to go to the toilet


I need to piss...

I need to go to the toilet



I need to piss...

I need to go to the toilet

I need to do it... it's very urgent



It already passed around hour or even 3-4 hours... I stopped counting after the hour... I kinda love it... the whole thing to want to piss and to stick that in my dick... it makes me aroused... but to be honest now I am interested in watching... porn and start fapping... by itself this is a multiplying wasting time process.


I need to piss...

I need to go to the toilet

I need to do it... it's very urgent


I want to touch my dick... I am not a gay... I am not a woman... but I want to touch it and see how it feels and start going up and down... this is so awesome... and so lovely process....



I need to piss...

I need to go to the toilet

I need to do it... it's very urgent



But lets face it... this lovely and lonely process.. you go home and you don't have friends or girlfriend or wife and you start fapping like a jerk then you go out... and you can't look people in eyes... you feel like you have pissed yourself... but not really but in metaphorical way.












Disease (Part 1)

It's really a disease... I am not interested in moving... further or moving backward... I am going to stay here. I like the material which my computer provides... videos (XxX - Videos, Science, Philosophy, Audiobooks) or even Films and Books.... I love it


I need to piss...

I need to go to the toilet


This is going to take too much time... few seconds to stand up... and few more minutes to go from this room to the other room... I am going to miss and skip too much time... let's face it.



I need to piss...

I need to go to the toilet


Really go and face it... it's not radical or rational... I am going to waste time... the day is in about 24 hours and I to lose in about in each hour 5 minutes... it's in about 120 minutes... less or more... - And this hours can be more productive than going to the bathroom.



I need to piss...

I need to go to the toilet

I need to do it... it's very urgent


Why god... wants me to go and lose time and waste time... If I waste time god gonna waste me... Do I want this result?

- I think "No"? - Is the real answer

...

I prefer to die in a productive way than to go and waste time like others... I am not others... I am me and me is not a loser.


неделя, 6 май 2018 г.

Review: The Porn Myth: Exposing the Reality Behind the Fantasy of Pornography

The Porn Myth: Exposing the Reality Behind the Fantasy of Pornography The Porn Myth: Exposing the Reality Behind the Fantasy of Pornography by Matt Fradd
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

"May 2, 2018 –
100.0% "This book is going to change your mindset.


it's going to re-program!"
October 14, 2017 – page 18
6.43% "Sex isn't violence... when you start watching pornography you start searching more and more extreme... Ted Bundy started the killing spree mainly because of pornography. He just went into another level very very far from where he started."
October 14, 2017 – page 18
6.43% "Pornography is an addiction people should find a way to stop it... one way or another this should be stopped. Or Else it's going to fucked up all humans in the world which have ever lived."
September 20, 2017 – page 18
6.43%
September 20, 2017 – Shelved
September 20, 2017 – Started Reading"


- To get out of this zone, you need to understand how deep you are in this shit.

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четвъртък, 3 май 2018 г.

Review: Murder Games – Part 1

Murder Games – Part 1 Murder Games – Part 1 by James Patterson
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

If you are huge fan of being on the edge, this book is going to put you there. This here book is nothing more than a drop of how it feels to be in criminal mind.


Well Written
Well Directed - TV SERIES

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DeYtH Banger - Brain On Porn (Social #2)

by DeYtH Banger

03/05/2018








Description: 



Why to ruin our happiness?


...

Why to be




Depressed
Anxious
Feeling anxiety
Staying in a dark room
Getting violent
Watching disgusting things?





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