четвъртък, 20 април 2017 г.

All As None 3

I hate

Two words have the potential to ruin your
personality... think about it.

(I really Mean that!)

....
(But still you can stop... what you have is just an loaded gun and you haven't
pushed the trigger.)

Put in the end "YOu" and you just hurted somebody
... but why you hurt human beings in  such case as you are such
type of being?


Try


Keep Trying!
Keep Trying!
Keep Trying!

(P.S. - But one experiment make... before you keep trying... try to block or to mute somehow the people with which you talk and start ignoring there messages... 


I mean the people in social media... try to ingore them and in Real life too.... you havei n about 150 friends on social media or more or less... right?... 

BUt still you have contact with in about from 0 up to 15 people, am I on the right path?... Please try this experiment and see is there going to be a new guy who is going to start writting to you?

Or even will somebody = as a strange going to talk with you?... After all one day we all were strangers.)


....
What could be said from here is that... it doesn't sound as good news!
....

But why people want to live in a fake world?
Positive world = Illusion, it has never
existed. Think about it...
there are bad news as gruesome murders
mad killers and crazy killers...
....

(What we do here... or what I do here... is just saying the same over and over with the thought that one day you all going to change... as humans.)
...
But to don't forget!

And many other type of crazy news... you have the chance to hear or you are going to hear
....
starting from slaughtering people up to cutting
legs... toes... fingers... heads.... but this is just the beginning.

....
You should check out in the name of "GOd"... what the stupid religious people do... stop and think about it.
.....


It's not the deep web, it's the truth behind our minds.
That's what we are capable of doing, that you are nice
and kind... and good.... and so on and so on... doesn't mean somewhere around the night you ain't gonna do some
mad stuff... People as always are going to continue to say "That isn't the guy... it's not possible and so on and so on and so on..."... but the truth is that you are the guy and people stay behind your back without even knowing that you are with the knife playing in the dark...

(Note: It's impressive we already know the scenrio... we already know this movie.... and it's happening... why it hasn't been changed?)


Social Media

Once upon a time it wasn't even created... people lived
happily... - THE END OF THE STORY!
....

One upon a time... a guy got a idea to create
a place where people can communicate freely... through
Wires and Cables. First it was a thought
nothing else... 


Something which has came in his mind
and It was bothering him for very very long time...

....

Chaos


If something is happy as first... it isn't supposed to END happily... it could
end as chaos...

So Social Media was created and in the world first it came as great news then it became 
an example of chaos... 

Just to remind you!

(Counter-Strike 1.6 - (Was Created  2000))



Random

You already know the way...

...
Sorry for the mistakes which I made...
Sorry for being so honest
Sorry for being a bad example
...

The random way has it's on way... I won't use "Google Translate"... because of
Corruption it's 2031 Year and Corruption is a valiabadility.

The story is as confusing as you go deeper in your mind
...

It was a joke
...
Hahaha

...

At least laugh with me... if you don't laugh... what's the reason to be here
with me?
Sorry for typing in a such way... but now what I am listening to... has it's own way to influence me here




...


Darkness. Prevails


...




God Complex


It's a God Complex
to think that you are Special, right?

It's a God Complex
to think about ways to kill your whole family?!

It's a God Complex
to think about slaughtering some family members?!

It's a God Complex
to get ignored... mainly because you study people?!

It's a God Complex
to get removed as a human being from this world!?

It's a God Complex
to see the future!?!

It's a God Complex
to  be as foolish as to think that you can change something and make
somebody to do somethin!?

It's a God Complex
TO think that you have a chance!?

It's a God Complex
to have a empty mind... and to can't think inside in your mind... full of brutality and madness...
but this is the beginning!?

It's a God Complex
to listen to brutal and mad music and to feel normal!?

It's a God Complex
to become a killer!?

It's a God Complex
to be selfish and to be fullfilled with hatred?

It's a God Complex

to hate books and to want to be a truck driver!?

It's a God Complex
to have dreams!?

...

And text goes and goes... but I will stop here just to make the final conclusion, which is


WHAT YOU SEE IS NOT REAL
WHAT YOU FEEL IS MERELY ILLUSION
WHAT YOU TOUCH IS AIR
WHAT YOU KNOW IS NOTHING MORE THAN AIR INSIDE THE AIR

IF YOU CAN'T EXPLAIN IT... YOU EVEN DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW
- IT'S A FACT AND i JUST RUINED YOUR MIND (Or kindaaaaa)!




сряда, 19 април 2017 г.

Footages




I am starting something brand new...

which are Footages

...

I am going to catch cool stuff and share them on youtube... and all will be added in the playlist

"Footages".

All As None 2

The Sit

Please sit, don't worry  as for where you should sit!
There are plenty of places and  even if you sit on the wrong
place.... have in mind nobody has said 
where you should sit.



Reason?


That's a Treason with one fucking reason...
But we aren't here for that. We are here to tell
you a story, nothing more... nothing less!


Story


A story of many lifes... with many faces,
people just don't know what a writer does by
typing each word and making each character.

At first it's difficult to be caught....the change... but as you know

time will tell... 
you will see it ... YOU WILLLLLLLLL fucking see it...


Words and sentences... texts and paragraphs slowly changeS ONE WRITER
...

But WITH TIME AND THE READ BECOMES THE VICTIM FROM SO MUCH
INFLUENCES!



Each word kills them slowly without even they seeing it...
by creating another life they lower their life span.

(P.S. - That's a Fact)



Suicide

Yeah,  yeah... yeah kill yourself... I can tell you few reasons.

1. Your life sucks!
2. Family Problems!
3. If you have relationship you don't do anything than... try to act as somebody else!
4. Fake!
5. Not Serious!
6. Your jokes sucks!

.....

(Note: It's Fair enough?)


I know that these reasons aren't enough!... but still as first I Don't care about you and
AS SECOND NOBODY CARES ABOUT YOU...

BUT ABOUT EVERYTHING
FEELINGS

BUT ABOUT EVERYTHING
EMOTIONS

BUT FOR FEARS.... THEY REALLY CARE
ABOUT THAT.


If you have fears...
share them!

If you hate somebody...
Just tell me!

If you have enemies...

Don't think just tell...


BUT REMEMBER LINES ARE LINES AND THE SCRIPT GOES LIKE
I AM GOING TO SPOIL YOUR WHOLE LIFE AND YOU will DIE...



Kill Yourself



You want me to stop ya,
don't ya?

I won't stop ya... 
I know that scenario...

Do it or don't do it...

The question is do you have the guts to do it?


"You are pushing me... "

....

"You are supposed to stop me..."


First, I ain't pushing you...

AS

Second, I wasn't supposed to stop ya... 




I
can't stop ya...

I just can help ya... in the suicide thing.... so yeah firs the mind
then the brain... then the eyes... then the blood... and now we have a bucket full of flesh.

Begin-Extra=Story




Time for Some Extra-Stories... - Which are difficult to be found!

петък, 14 април 2017 г.

Helpful 2017 #3

All As None

The Narrator


Nothing is going to be changed, that I am a bad narrator?

Big Deal!


I never did said I am going to tell the best thing

or I am the best... in which you are going to listen to...

....

Hahaha


....

Who did said that and who thought it?




If I say that, I am just going into a second problem,

a problem as you call it.


Mhm, a problem so famous as a "promise".

Which means, once I say it

I should execute my promise.

....

Promises are meant to be executed!
.....




Counting is for real nuts, narrating is for people which
know what they are doing and why!?


Killing

And how good do you think, killing is?


Killing somebody?


Why?



That's the questions which you should ask yourself, do you know what's going?

to Happen after that?


DO you see the image?
....


DOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKING SEEE IT
FUCKING COCKSUCKER...!


If you ask me... don't create black pictures inside in this white frame
... you ain't gonna like it.

(But still you do what you do and you put black pictures no matter from my warnings....)



(P.S... - Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so fucking OPEEEEEEEEEN AS A BIATCHY HOLE)


Once in jail, nothing can be changed....
It has happen and now you have a problem which you should 
deal with somehow. 

YOu made your choice....
Nobody did pushed you around this edge to be
and to do this...

....
How is going to go

.....

IF

=

Possibility

......

Until, the night it's going to torture you the thought, that you have killed somebody
in the end... you gonna CRY... BE ANGRY... AND FULL OF AGONY.
And still he/she is dead and what have you done?

2 Years have passed and nothing has changed.

The same goes for 3,4 and 5...



Died

Tell me, what are you planning to do after somebody dies?
How are you going to deal with this?

He is dead...
She is dead...
They all are dead...

So what?
That a baybe died... you done what you can.... that now it's not alive. It just happen
YOu can't do anything!

That your father died... probably from age... heart attack or as you can say it suicide
or to be more interesting .... ANOTHER HOMICIDE.... 

Again the same... you can't do anything YEAR 1.. 2 years... you can torture yourself
with these thoughts. Forever, still nothing is going to be changed.



That your mother is dead or some kinda other type of relative is dead... 

Stop thinking about it!
Stop going with people which think only about this!
Stop focusing on the dead people!
Stop going to watch dead people if it's affecting you too much!
Stop crying... nothing has been changed and it won't  be changed!


I always were crying for sweets when I was together with my parents... fewer times 
I got what I wanted... the other times... I wasn't getting it.

But it could be something else... it's not mandatory to be sweets... 

it could be a toy... a film... a cinema... pop-corns.


Problems


It's as poisonous as you see it,
It's as pathetic as you feel it.
It's as polemistic as you touch it.


But still you don't know that solving one problem,
won't change anything for good or bad... for evil and good.

....
It has happen... you have done it. 

Noone did said that
doing that making that move will change something. That you fucked your wife?

Doesn't mean that she won't want one more time to be fucked, right?
That you had an affair, it won't be your last one or your first one, you have
started and you gonna  continue that path.

That you killed somebody... mother... father... son... or daughter... 



Great... great 
I will be glad to hear about this, but still this won't change the idea, that you have taken somebody's
life, just for god knows for what type of reasons.


It's treasonous... if you ain't as reasonable as you think you can be.



Faith

Fuck your god,
Fuck your faith,
Fuck your believes,
Fuck your religion,
Fuck your  past,
FUck your present,
Fuck your friends.


I can continue here over and over and over... so many fucks that in the end... I will be famous 
with the 

"The guy who was giving too much Fucks."

I don't know who is god... and what does the bible says, but still what you do... and what you don't do
should show that you ain't that guy who you think you are.... and saying you are!






Passed


Yeah, the day has passed I don't see anything positive here... 
I only see the negative,
the problem is that I don't focus on the negative but somehow I go there...


The day soona gonna end... my mother is going to come home... few more hours have left just  before my mother finishes work... few more minutes to reach  here and to be rest  a little or not really a little on a bench in our neighborhood  park.


....



To be there or few steps further ain't gonna move the "Hell", soona.... she gonna come home... and ain't gonna be one of the news which are the good ones....

 until that time comes on the way or the questions is... should I go outside?

And even...

Can I go outside?






BuZoVer (The Last Trial)

Note: My mother as always was saying that the choices are going to be made by me... I make choices... that I take the wrong path... the only person who I should blame is myself.


Breath 4.3.


Prosperity and Grossperity... you either GOOOOOOOO AND KILL SOMEBODY OR YOU GO AND WATCH HOW SOMEBODY IS GOING TO BE KILLED.


Breath 4.4.


Don't think that you are smart enough... DON'T THINK THAT YOU  CAN BEAT EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING.... DON'T BE SUCH TYPE OF FOOL. FOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLS AIN'T GO VERY FAR... ONE WAY OR ANOTHER WAY THEY GONNA DIE...


Breath 4.5.


You should make your choice now... who to be... will you be the follower or the leader.


Be a leader, if you can lead.

Be a follower, if you can follow.



Breath 4.6.


I do that what I do... just because to SEE THE FUCKING IMAGES... THE DEAD... THE PEOPLE WHICH ARE DIEING... I WANT TO SEE THEM OVER AND OVER AND OVER... I WANT TO SEE THE BLOODY SCENES... THE GRUESOME MURDERS... THAT'S HOW I GO TO SLEEP... i GO TO SLEEP AFTER I SEE ALL THESE IMAGES... GOOD STUFF DON'T TAKE YOU TOO FAR... BAD STUFF AS ALWAYS CAN LEAD YOU TO SOMEWHERE...


Breath 4.7.


I really don't know how to judge ya... where I we going and will the stupid question end here?







четвъртък, 13 април 2017 г.

Random Quote/S



Sometimes time can be taken... other time you have extra material before you make your choice... but everything depends from you and the remaining choices.

...

But what will never end will be the thinking process... we always think!

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2017 Reading Challenge

2017 Reading Challenge
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Concussion
it was amazing
March 6, 2017 –
100.0% "Another and another gets finished!"
March 6, 2017 –
60.0% "Fighting for the better but getting the worst."
March 6, 2017 –
51.0% "And that's the year the time... in which the change... is going to come out.....
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Moneyball: The Art of Winning an Unfair Game
it was amazing
Tha ball has been thrown who will catch it?

100.0% "Okland baseball team just again lost....
...


Baseballl is great sport!"
March 6, 2017 –
50.0% "This is the American spirit,... the American Sport
...

Baseball Yankess... and many ...
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Point of Impact
liked it
Sometimes you just get disappointed!

Notes:

February 17, 2017 –
50.0% "Off... off... why again?
...

Why from people which you expect something more they disappoint you?
...

From Stephen Hunter I was expecting something very very di...
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Hostage
it was amazing
You should make your choice, be smart... if you make a mistake you can't go back you know that...
...
This which is going to happen is going to be your fault on your behalf.


Notes:

February 16, 2017 –
90.0% "This story and book is f...
tagged:
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The Making of The X-Files: Fight the Future
it was amazing
Notes:

February 17, 2017 –
50.0% "Bloody hell... bloody son of a biatch!"
February 17, 2017 –
35.0%
February 17, 2017 –
1.0% "Bombs as always have been fascinating to me... the way they explode the damage they are making... Small ...
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