Question - 7

Can I be sure for something, because so far nothing is certain! I made one mistake, but it came on a row, people just don't understand it. But what's for sure is that humans a one big disease, so fucking disgusting, fulfilled with anger and agony.

Mistakes in my life play a big role... they as always they come in row, it doesn't matter when and where, but still I start something... something like a discussion with somebody... I MAKE
ONE FUCKING MISTAKE


THEN SECOND


THEN THIRD


AND THEN I AM THE MOST FUCKED UP PERSON IN THE END... PEOPLE DEFINE ME AS A STRANGE, BUT AM I A SERIAL KILLER?

IF today is  6/9/2016 few weeks before it happen... before few weeks....


(P.S. - Plastirity non-sense and duality... esseantially... viality and virtuallity...)


....


(P.S. - And this guy wants to ruin the whole fun of killing people... it's Fox Mulder)

Review: See How They Run

See How They Run by Tom Bale
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

"June 4, 2017 –
90.0% "81 Chapter Out of 85"
June 4, 2017 –
80.0% "Little slow with my review but still I am trying to be as critical as possible."
June 4, 2017 –
80.0% "Chapter 80/ - It's a long journey and the author is trying to remove cliches, but still he fails in this job..."
June 4, 2017 –
80.0% "Chapter 78 out of 85 Chapters
...

A book which could be a significant example of hatred, sorrow, pain, selfishness and drama."
June 4, 2017 –
70.0% "Chapter 73/

12 Chapters Left"
June 1, 2017 –
60.0% "Special Congrats to the narrator."
June 1, 2017 –
60.0% "Chapter 69

...

next"
June 1, 2017 –
60.0% "65 Chapter"
May 31, 2017 –
60.0% "Chapter 62

...

Next"
May 31, 2017 –
60.0% "Chapter 61"
May 31, 2017 –
60.0% "If you enjoyed Karin Slaughter style of writting, you gonna enjoy and this work. The novel which Tom has written is very suspenseful and very very original... difficult to detect "cliches"."
May 31, 2017 –
60.0% "26 Parts more left to go, I specially recommendate this book for the Dean Koontz Fans, Stephen King, Joe Hill and James Patterson."
May 31, 2017 –
60.0% "Audio book

Part 59/ Chapter 59

..."
May 1, 2017 –
45.0% "Chapter 58
...

Next"
May 1, 2017 –
45.0% "Chapter 53/85

....

Now and radicle Thinker Thomas Paine"
May 1, 2017 –
25.0% "Chapter 50"
May 1, 2017 –
25.0% "3:27/Chapter 44"
April 25, 2017 –
20.0% "Chapter 42

9:41"
April 13, 2017 –
16.0% "Chapter 41"
April 13, 2017 –
16.0% "Chapter 38
...

Life is a biatch"
April 13, 2017 –
16.0% "Chapter 33"
April 13, 2017 –
16.0% "t3"
April 12, 2017 –
15.0% "Chapter 32 - Next"
April 12, 2017 –
15.0% "Tom Bale a writer who creates problems and then he solves them.
...

Chapter 31"
April 12, 2017 –
9.0% "Chapter 27"
April 12, 2017 –
9.0% "Chapter 23"
April 5, 2017 –
9.0% "Chapter 21 - 4:36"
April 5, 2017 –
9.0% "Chapter 20"
March 23, 2017 –
8.0% "Next - Chapter 19"
March 23, 2017 –
8.0% "Chapter 18"
March 23, 2017 –
8.0% "Chapter 15"
March 11, 2017 –
8.0% "Now Next Chapter 15"
March 11, 2017 –
7.0% "I would put it as Paranoia"
March 11, 2017 –
5.0% "Chapter

...

Short Chapters Reminds me for the Anthony E. Zuiker Novel
WhoDunnit?"
March 11, 2017 –
5.0% "This here story is example of suspense... you just can't stop here... you are curious for what more is going to happen!?...

...

The audiobook is phenomenal"
March 11, 2017 –
5.0% "Chapter 6

...

The book so far makes the reader to don't lose interest."
March 11, 2017 –
2.0% "Chapter 3"
March 11, 2017 –
2.0% "Yeah, see them!
...

Now Back for more"
Finished Reading Add a date
February 16, 2017 –
1.0% "2:52
(Part 2)"
February 16, 2017 –
1.0% "If you are on the audiobook you can't put it down... the narrator is marvelous.

...

Tom Bale is a damn good story teller."
February 16, 2017 –
1.0% "Now On Chapter 2"
February 16, 2017 –
1.0% "1 Part"
February 16, 2017 –
1.0%
February 16, 2017 –
1.0%
February 16, 2017 – page 0
0.0% "The Narrator is important, it's very impotant who is reading this book.
...

This here narrator of this book - Kris Dyer is a good narrator and will help in improving the ratings from the listeners!"
February 16, 2017 – Started Reading"


- I can say now for sure that I have finished reading the book "See How they Run" by Tom Bale, I give to this guy another chance and I am going soon to read another book written again by him. So far from what I know, 29 June is comming a book written by him the name of this book is "Each Little Lie", but so far there are in about 7 works written by him and I have in about 6 works more to go with.

- I was impressed from the end of this work... so long journey and the ending was very, very suprising and I can tell that it was opening one.

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Review: The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck: A Counterintuitive Approach to Living a Good Life

The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck: A Counterintuitive Approach to Living a Good Life by Mark Manson
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

June 5, 2017 – page 117
51.09% "And as you put it... One more self-help book please."
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...Honesty is a natural human craving. But part of having honesty in our lives is becoming comfortable with saying and hearing the word “no.” In this way, rejection actually makes our relationships better and our emotional lives healthier...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...And because they refuse to reject anything, they live a valueless, pleasure-driven, and self-absorbed life. All they give a fuck about is sustaining the high a little bit longer, to avoid the inevitable failures of their life, to pretend the suffering away...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...The desire to avoid rejection at all costs, to avoid confrontation and conflict, the desire to attempt to accept everything equally and to make everything cohere and harmonize, is a deep and subtle form of entitlement. Entitled people, because they feel as though they deserve to feel great all the time, avoid rejecting anything because doing so might make them or someone else feel bad...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""... If I’m choosing to judge myself based on my ability to have open and accepting friendships, that means I’m rejecting trashing my friends behind their backs. These are all healthy decisions, yet they require rejection at every turn...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...The act of choosing a value for yourself requires rejecting alternative values. If I choose to make my marriage the most important part of my life, that means I’m (probably) choosing not to make cocaine-fueled hooker orgies an important part of my life...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...To truly appreciate something, you must confine yourself to it. There’s a certain level of joy and meaning that you reach in life only when you’ve spent decades investing in a single relationship, a single craft, a single career. And you cannot achieve those decades of investment without rejecting the alternatives...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...You can become your own source of inspiration. You can become your own source of motivation. Action is always within reach. And with simply doing something as your only metric for success—well, then even failure pushes you forward...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...Or promise

yourself that you will assume that you are the root of your problems next time you get upset. Just try on the idea and see how it feels.
That’s often all that’s necessary to get the snowball rolling, the action needed to inspire the motivation to keep going...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...Recognize that you’ve been an entitled prick in all of your relationships and want to start developing more compassion for others? Do something. Start simple. Make it a goal to listen to someone’s problem and give some of your time to helping that person. Just do it once...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...if you know that you’ve been hurting yourself chasing false dreams, or if you know that there’s some better metric you should be measuring yourself with but you don’t know how—the answer is the same:
Do something.
That “something” can be the smallest viable action toward something else. It can be anything...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...The “do something” principle not only helps us overcome procrastination, but it’s also the process by which we adopt new values. If you’re in the midst of an existential shitstorm and everything feels meaningless—if all the ways you used to measure yourself have come up short and you have no idea what’s next,...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...The idea was that

if he forced himself to write two hundred crappy words, more often than not the act of writing would inspire him; and before he knew it, he’d have thousands of words down on the page...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...The author Tim Ferriss relates a story he once heard about a novelist who had written over seventy novels. Someone asked the novelist how he was able to write so consistently and remain inspired and motivated. He replied, “Two hundred crappy words per day, that’s it.”...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...I had all sorts of screwed-up beliefs about this, like that you weren’t allowed to speak to someone unless you had some practical reason to, or that women would think I was a creepy rapist if I so much as said, “Hello.”
The problem was that my emotions defined my reality. Because it felt like people didn’t want...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...These are VCR questions. From the outside, the answer is simple: just shut up and do it.
But from the inside, from the perspective of each of these people, these questions feel impossibly complex and opaque—existential riddles wrapped in enigmas packed in a KFC bucket full of Rubik’s Cubes...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""... Or the single mother whose now-adult kids have finished school and are loafing around on her couch, eating her food, spending her money, not respecting her space or her desire for privacy. She wants them to move on with their lives. She wants to move on with her life. Yet she’s scared to death of pushing her children away, scared to the point of asking, “How do I ask them to move out?”...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...Or the college guy who has a crush on his tutor. So he agonizes over every sign, every laugh, every smile, every diversion into small talk, and emails me a twenty-eight-page novella that concludes with the question, “How do I ask her out?”...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...But the further I get into adulthood, the more I realize that we all have areas of our lives where we’re like my parents with the new VCR: we sit and stare and shake our heads and say, “But how?” When really, it’s as simple as just doing it...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...As is the case for many millennial children, my parents looked on as if I were some sort of prodigy. To them, the fact that I could program the VCR without looking at the instruction manual made me the Second Coming of Tesla.
It’s easy to look back at my parents’ generation and chuckle at their technophobia...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...We need some sort of existential crisis to take an objective look at how we’ve been deriving meaning in our life, and then consider changing course.
You could call it “hitting bottom” or “having an existential crisis.” I prefer to call it “weathering the shitstorm.” Choose what suits you...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...Our most radical changes in perspective often happen at the tail end of our worst moments. It’s only when we feel intense pain that we’re willing to look at our values and question why they seem to be failing us...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...The answer was no. Instead of a broke and unemployed twenty-two-year-old with no experience, I’d be a broke and unemployed twenty-five-year-old with no experience. Who cares?
With this value, to not pursue my own projects became the failure—not a lack of money, not sleeping on friends’ and family’s couches (which I continued to do for most of the next two years), and not an empty résumé...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...I asked myself a simple question: “Would I rather make decent money and work a job I hated, or play at Internet entrepreneur and be broke for a while?” The answer was immediate and clear for me: the latter. I then asked myself, “If I try this thing and fail in a few years and have to go get a job anyway, will I have really lost anything?”...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""... This means giving up the supply of emotional highs that you’ve been sustaining yourself on for years. Like a junkie giving up the needle, you’re going to go through withdrawal when you start giving these things up. But you’ll come out the other side so much better...""
June 5, 2017 – page 110
48.03% ""...This often means giving up some grandiose ideas about yourself: that you’re uniquely intelligent, or spectacularly talented, or intimidatingly attractive, or especially victimized in ways other people could never imagine. This means giving up your sense of entitlement and your belief that you’re somehow owed something by this world...""
June 4, 2017 – page 110
48.03%
June 4, 2017 – page 106
46.29% ""...Choose to measure yourself not as a rising star or an undiscovered genius. Choose to measure yourself not as some horrible victim or dismal failure. Instead, measure yourself by more mundane identities: a student, a partner, a friend, a creator...""
June 4, 2017 – page 106
46.29% ""...This is narcissism, pure and simple. You feel as though your problems deserve to be treated differently, that your problems have some unique math to them that doesn’t obey the laws of the physical universe.
My recommendation: don’t be special; don’t be unique. Redefine your metrics in mundane and broad ways...""
June 4, 2017 – page 106
46.29% ""...She has no identity to protect by staying in a miserable, crappy marriage just to prove something to herself.
When the student admits to himself, “You know, maybe I’m not a rebel; maybe I’m just scared,” then he’s free to be ambitious again. He has no reason to feel threatened by pursuing his academic dreams and maybe failing..""
June 4, 2017 – page 106
46.29% ""...It sounds wonky, but there are some psychological benefits to this approach to life. When we let go of the stories we tell about ourselves, to ourselves, we free ourselves up to actually act (and fail) and grow.
When someone admits to herself, “You know, maybe I’m not good at relationships,” then she is suddenly free to act and end her bad marriage...""
June 4, 2017 – page 106
46.29% ""Buddhism argues that your idea of who “you” are is an arbitrary mental construction and that you should let go of the idea that “you” exist at all; that the arbitrary metrics by which you define yourself actually trap you, and thus you’re better off letting go of everything. In a sense, you could say that Buddhism encourages you to not give a fuck...""
June 4, 2017 – page 106
46.29% ""...If I believe I’m a nice guy, I’ll avoid situations that could potentially contradict that belief. If I believe I’m an awesome cook, I’ll seek out opportunities to prove that to myself over and over again. The belief always takes precedence. Until we change how we view ourselves, what we believe we are and are not, we cannot overcome our avoidance and anxiety. We cannot change...""
June 4, 2017 – page 106
46.29% ""...We all have values for ourselves. We protect these values. We try to live up to them and we justify them and maintain them. Even if we don’t mean to, that’s how our brain is wired. As noted before, we’re unfairly biased toward what we already know, what we believe to be certain...""
June 4, 2017 – page 106
46.29% ""...You avoid telling your friend that you don’t want to see him

anymore because ending the friendship would conflict with your identity as a nice, forgiving person...""
June 4, 2017 – page 106
46.29% ""...You avoid writing that screenplay you’ve always dreamed of because doing so would call into question your identity as a practical insurance adjuster. You avoid talking to your husband about being more adventurous in the bedroom because that conversation would challenge your identity as a good, moral woman...""
June 4, 2017 – page 106
46.29% ""...is inherently scary.
Manson’s law applies to both good and bad things in life. Making a million dollars could threaten your identity just as much as losing all your money; becoming a famous rock star could threaten your identity just as much as losing your job. This is why people are often so afraid of success—for the exact same reason they’re afraid of failure: it threatens who they believe themselves to be...""
June 4, 2017 – page 106
46.29% ""...That means the more something threatens to change how you view yourself, how successful/unsuccessful you believe yourself to be, how well you see yourself living up to your values, the more you will avoid ever getting around to doing it.
There’s a certain comfort that comes with knowing how you fit in the world. Anything that shakes up that comfort—even if it could potentially make your life better—...""
June 4, 2017 – page 106
46.29% ""...Uncertainty is the root of all progress and all growth. As the old adage goes, the man who believes he knows everything learns nothing. We cannot learn anything without first not knowing something. The more we admit we do not know, the more opportunities we gain to learn...""
June 4, 2017 – page 106
46.29%
June 4, 2017 – page 102
44.54% ""...She created a website identical to mine and wrote dozens of articles claiming that I was her ex-boyfriend and that I had lied to her and cheated her, that I had promised to marry her and that she and I belonged together . When I contacted her to take the site down, she said that she would take it down only if I flew to California to be with her. This was her idea of a compromise...""
June 4, 2017 – page 102
44.54% ""...After I’d blocked her, she began to create new email addresses, sometimes sending me as many as a dozen angry emails in a single day. She created fake Facebook and Twitter accounts that she used to harass me as well as people close to me...""
June 4, 2017 – page 102
44.54% ""...I met Erin at a self-help seminar in 2008. She seemed like a nice enough person. A little bit on the woo-woo, New Agey side of things, but she was a lawyer and had gone to an Ivy League school, and was clearly smart. And she laughed at my jokes and thought I was cute—so, of course, knowing me, I slept with her...""
June 4, 2017 – page 102
44.54% ""...Before we can look at our values and prioritizations and change them into better, healthier ones, we must first become uncertain of our current values. We must intellectually strip them away, see their faults and biases, see how they don’t fit in with much of the rest of the world, to stare our own ignorance in the face and concede, because our own ignorance is greater than us all...""
June 4, 2017 – page 102
44.54% ""...Note: What the fuck!

This openness to being wrong must exist for any real change or growth to take place...""
June 4, 2017 – page 102
44.54% "Note: DAMN, right!

"...Many people become so obsessed with being “right” about their life that they never end up actually living it.
A certain woman is single and lonely and wants a partner, but she never gets out of the house and does anything about it. A certain man works his ass off and believes he deserves a promotion, but he never explicitly says that to his boss...""
June 4, 2017 – page 102
44.54% ""...Repressed memory therapy then acted as a means to pull these unconscious desires out and put them into a seemingly tangible form of a memory.
This process, and the state of mind it resulted in, became so common that a name was introduced for it: false memory syndrome. It changed the way courtrooms operate...""
June 4, 2017 – page 102
44.54% ""...For people who were dissatisfied with their lives, these suggestive explanations, combined with the sensationalizing media—there were veritable epidemics of sexual abuse and satanic violence going on, and you could be a victim too—gave people’s unconscious minds the incentive to fudge their memories a bit and explain their current suffering in a way that allowed them to be victims and avoid responsibility...""
June 4, 2017 – page 102
44.54% ""...Our mind’s biggest priority when processing experiences is to interpret them in such a way that they will cohere with all of our previous experiences, feelings, and beliefs. But often we run into life situations where past and present don’t cohere: on such occasions, what we’re experiencing in the moment flies in the face of everything we’ve accepted as true and reasonable about our past...""
June 4, 2017 – page 102
44.54% ""...Oh, and she’s lying on a couch crying every other day with a therapist demanding over and over that she remember something she can’t remember. And voilà, you have a perfect recipe for an invented memory of sexual abuse that never happened...""
June 3, 2017 – page 102
44.54% "#goes"
June 3, 2017 – page 102
44.54% "Mark Manson likes asking questions but he doesn't up to the bottom."
June 3, 2017 – page 102
44.54% "I started finding myself inside this work."
June 3, 2017 – page 100
43.67% "Mr. Quinlan now his story is going to be told..."
June 3, 2017 – page 100
43.67% ""...But when the relationship sours, we’ll often come to see those exact same memories differently, reinventing them in such a way as to explain our present-day anger toward her. That sweet gift she gave us last Christmas is now remembered as patronizing and condescending. That time she forgot to invite us to her lake house is now seen not as an innocent mistake but as horrible negligence...""
June 3, 2017 – page 100
43.67% ""...Every new piece of information is measured against the values and conclusions we already have. As a result, our brain is always biased toward what we feel to be true in that moment. So when we have a great relationship with our sister, we’ll interpret most of our memories about her in a positive light...""
June 3, 2017 – page 100
43.67% ""...Consumed by guilt, she spent the rest of her father’s life attempting to reconcile with him and other family members through constant apologizing and explaining. But it was too late. Her father passed away and her family would never be the same...""
June 3, 2017 – page 100
43.67% "Hundred page... I am on... and still I haven't saw anything around "Anger" and how to deal with it."
June 3, 2017 – page 100
43.67% ""...Then, in 1996, Meredith came to another startling realization: her father actually hadn’t sexually abused her. (I know: oops.) She, with the help of a well-intentioned therapist, had actually invented the memory...""
June 3, 2017 – page 100
43.67% ""...The result of all this? Most of our beliefs are wrong. Or, to be more exact, all beliefs are wrong—some are just less wrong than others. The human mind is a jumble of inaccuracy. And while this may make you uncomfortable, it’s an incredibly important concept to accept, as we’ll see...""
June 3, 2017 – page 100
43.67% ""... That’s why accepting the inevitable imperfections of our values is necessary for any growth to take place...""
June 3, 2017 – page 100
43.67% ""...They’re terrible long-term strategies, yet we cling to them because we assume we’re right, because we assume we already know what’s supposed to happen. In other words, we assume we know how the story ends.
Certainty is the enemy of growth. Nothing is for certain until it has already happened—and even then, it’s still debatable...""
June 3, 2017 – page 100
43.67% ""...Beliefs of this sort—that I’m not attractive enough, so why bother; or that my boss is an asshole, so why bother—are designed to give us moderate comfort now by mortgaging greater happiness and success later on...""
June 3, 2017 – page 100
43.67% ""...They will laugh at our rituals and superstitions, our worries and our wars; they will gawk at our cruelty. They will study our art and argue over our history. They will understand truths about us of which none of us are yet aware.
And they, too, will be wrong. Just less wrong than we were..""
June 3, 2017 – page 100
43.67% ""...Just as we look back in horror at the lives of people five hundred years ago, I imagine people five hundred years from now will laugh at us and our certainties today. They will laugh at how we let our money and our jobs define our lives. They will laugh at how we were afraid to show appreciation for those who matter to us most, yet heaped praise on public figures who didn’t deserve anything...""

June 3, 2017 –  Started Reading

Extra Notes

"...As alluring as it is, entitlement isolates us. Our curiosity and excitement for the world turns in upon itself and reflects our own biases and projections onto every person we meet and every event we experience. This feels sexy and enticing and may feel good for a while and sells a lot of tickets, but it’s spiritual poison.

It’s these dynamics that plague us now. We are so materially well off, yet so psychologically tormented in so many low-level and shallow ways. People relinquish all responsibility, demanding that society cater to their feelings and sensibilities. People hold on to arbitrary certainties and try to enforce them on others, often violently, in the name of some made-up righteous cause. People, high on a sense of false superiority, fall into inaction and lethargy for fear of trying something worthwhile and failing at it.

The pampering of the modern mind has resulted in a population that feels deserving of something without earning that something, a population that feels they have a right to something without sacrificing for it. People declare themselves experts, entrepreneurs, inventors, innovators, mavericks, and coaches without any real-life experience. And they do this not because they actually think they are greater than everybody else; they do it because they feel that they 

need to be great to be accepted in a world that broadcasts only the extraordinary.

Our culture today confuses great attention and great success, assuming them to be the same thing. But they are not...."

"...This is the basic root of all happiness. Whether you’re listening to Aristotle or the psychologists at Harvard or Jesus Christ or the goddamn Beatles, they all say that happiness comes from the same thing: caring about something greater than yourself, believing that you are a contributing component in some much larger entity, that your life is but a mere side process of some great unintelligible production. This feeling is what people go to church for; it’s what they fight in wars for; it’s what they raise families and save pensions and build bridges and invent cell phones for: this fleeting sense of being part of something greater and more unknowable than themselves...."

"...But if you have a choice among twenty-eight places to live and pick one, the paradox of choice says that you’ll likely spend years agonizing, doubting, and second-guessing yourself, wondering if you really made the “right” choice, and if you’re truly maximizing your own happiness. And this anxiety, this desire for certainty and perfection and success, will make you unhappy. So what do we do? Well, if you’re like I used to be, you avoid choosing anything at all. You aim to keep your options open as long as possible. You avoid commitment..."

P.S. - Soon you gonna have access to my notes page! - Dear Reader

"...I use the example of cheating in a romantic relationship, but this process applies to a breach in any relationship. When trust is destroyed, it can be rebuilt only if the following two steps happen: 1) the trust-breaker admits the true values that caused the breach and owns up to them, and 2) the trust-breaker builds a solid track record of improved behavior over time. Without the first step, there should be no attempt at reconciliation in the first place. Trust is like a china plate. If you break it once, with some care and attention you can put it back together again. But if you break it again, it splits into even more pieces and it takes far longer to piece together again. If you break it more and more times, eventually it shatters to the point where it’s impossible to restore. There are too many broken pieces, and too much dust..."

"...I often get emails from people who have been cheated on by their significant other but want to stay with that partner and are wondering how they can trust him or her again. Without trust, they tell me, the relationship has begun to feel like a burden, like a threat that must be monitored and questioned rather than enjoyed. The problem here is that most people who get caught cheating apologize and give the “It will never happen again” spiel and that’s that, as if penises fell into various orifices completely by accident. Many cheatees accept this response at face value, and don’t question the values and fucks given by their partner (pun totally intended); they don’t ask themselves whether those values and fucks make their partner a good person to stay with. They’re so concerned with holding on to their relationship that they fail to recognize that it’s become a black hole consuming their self-respect. If people cheat, it’s because something other than the relationship is more important to them. It may be power over others. It may be validation through sex. It may be giving in to their own impulses. Whatever it is, it’s clear that the cheater’s values are not aligned in a way to support a healthy relationship. And if the cheater doesn’t admit this or come to terms with it, if he just gives the old “I don’t know what I was thinking; I was stressed out and drunk and she was there” response, then he lacks the serious self-awareness necessary to solve any relationship problems..."

"...Sadly, they both fail in meeting the other’s actual needs. In fact, their pattern of overblaming and overaccepting blame perpetuates the entitlement and shitty self-worth that have been keeping them from getting their emotional needs met in the first place. The victim creates more and more problems to solve—not because additional real problems exist, but because it gets her the attention and affection she craves. The saver solves and solves—not because she actually cares about the problems, but because she believes she must fix others’ problems in order to deserve attention and affection for herself. In both cases, the intentions are selfish and conditional and therefore self-sabotaging, and genuine love is rarely experienced. The victim, if he really loved the saver, would say, “Look, this is my problem; you don’t have to fix it for me. Just support me while I fix it myself.” That would actually be a demonstration of love:..."

"...The setting of proper boundaries doesn’t mean you can’t help or support your partner or be helped and supported yourself. You both should support each other. But only because you choose to support and be supported. Not because you feel obligated or entitled. Entitled people who blame others for their own emotions and actions do so because they believe that if they constantly paint themselves as victims, eventually someone will come along and save them, and they will receive the love they’ve always wanted. Entitled people who take the blame for other people’s emotions and actions do so because they believe that if they “fix” their partner and save him or her, they will receive the love and appreciation they’ve always wanted..."

This is my most longest review so far and don't worry there is much more.... to come!

"...You can’t go out with your friends without me. You know how jealous I get. You have to stay home with me.” “My coworkers are idiots; they always make me late to meetings because I have to tell them how to do their jobs.” “I can’t believe you made me feel so stupid in front of my own sister. Never disagree with me in front of her again!” “I’d love to take that job in Milwaukee, but my mother would never forgive me for moving so far away.” “I can date you, but can you not tell my friend Cindy? She gets really insecure when I have a boyfriend and she doesn’t.” In each scenario, the person is either taking responsibility for problems/emotions that are not theirs, or demanding that someone else take responsibility for their problems/emotions. In general, entitled people fall into one of two traps in their relationships. Either they expect other people to take responsibility for their problems: “I wanted a nice relaxing weekend at home. You should have known that and canceled your plans.” Or they take on too much responsibility for other people’s problems: “She just lost her job again, but it’s probably my fault because I wasn’t as supportive of her as I could have been. I’m going to help her rewrite her résumé tomorrow..."


"...For most of human history, romantic love was not celebrated as it is now. In fact, up until the mid-nineteenth century or so, love was seen as an unnecessary and potentially dangerous psychological impediment to the more important things in life—you know, like farming well and/or marrying a guy with a lot of sheep. Young people were often forcibly steered clear of their romantic passions in favor of practical economic marriages that would yield stability for both them and their families. But today, we all get brain boners for this kind of batshit crazy love..."


Note: What a strange end for a book with a title "Don't Give A Fuck"

"...His skepticism breaks and reveals a smile in its place. He gives a slight nod and heads down the trail. I stand above, taking in the view, waiting for my friends to arrive on the peak..."

Note: Well Said

"Bukowski once wrote, “We’re all going to die, all of us. What a circus! That alone should make us love each other, but it doesn’t. We are terrorized and flattened by life’s trivialities; we are eaten up by nothing."


Note: A Fact


"... Trust is the most important ingredient in any relationship, for the simple reason that without trust, the relationship doesn’t actually mean anything. A person could tell you that she loves you, wants to be with you, would give up everything for you, but if you don’t trust her, you get no benefit from those statements. You don’t feel loved until you trust that the love being expressed toward you comes without any special conditions or baggage attached to it.."

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Review: The Fall

The Fall by Guillermo del Toro
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

"June 3, 2017 –
60.0% "Season 3 Episode 4

...

20:15"
June 3, 2017 –
60.0% "Season 3 episode 4
...

Vampires weren't as inteligent as can be saw here."
June 3, 2017 –
60.0% "The Master was killled...

...

But looks like the story won't stop here."
June 3, 2017 –
60.0% "Lies and lies... and lies and lies... and lies"
June 3, 2017 –
60.0% "I don't get it.. first he wanted to see his mom.. now his father... - WT F!???"
June 3, 2017 –
60.0% "In the end he is going to manipulate you."
June 3, 2017 –
60.0% "I am fucking confused!"
June 3, 2017 –
60.0% "Season 3 episode 2"
June 3, 2017 –
50.0% "I thought that they are vampires and when they see a breathing body full of blood... how do they even decline their desire for drinking blood?"
June 3, 2017 –
50.0% "Zach Goodweather's mother won't kill drink his blood?
...

Seriously?"
June 3, 2017 –
50.0% "Just to be clear, I just finished season 2
...

NEXT

SEASON 3"
June 3, 2017 –
45.0% "The old man speaks... and the story continues...

...

But still it'skinda going very very wrong...!"
June 1, 2017 –
45.0% "31:49"
June 1, 2017 –
45.0% "Season Episode 13

...



Now On"
May 31, 2017 –
45.0% "Season 2 episode 10

37:41"
May 31, 2017 –
45.0% "However everything is all about...
...

Letting inside somebody else circle...
..."
May 31, 2017 –
45.0% "And all zombies are the same... the question is why?"
May 31, 2017 –
45.0% "VERY VERY CONFUSED!"
May 31, 2017 –
45.0% "And now

"Who is sayin that?""
May 31, 2017 –
35.0% "But still the virus picture is very well played... but the other stuff... come on... come on... not very original as it supposed to be."
May 31, 2017 –
35.0% "To be honest everything is wrong with this book

...

First somehow it goes like a cliche.... the whole story..."
May 31, 2017 –
35.0% "The story is not bad, but still it can be detected... that Guillermo del Toro has read and shit... I mean books which have been a horrible style and have effected his writting, even Stephen King style got screw up...
...

(STILL IT's not something rare)"
May 31, 2017 –
35.0% "I don't see the book to be getting more than 3 stars out of 5...

...

(But still the TV series are with new introduction.)"
May 31, 2017 –
35.0% "Season 2 Episode 9"
May 31, 2017 –
35.0% "She got a chance... but very very fast moves...
...

And some how the movie sounds like they are joking with the human nation."
May 28, 2017 –
6.0% "Season 2 episode 8

...

Next"
May 28, 2017 –
6.0% "ANd the story is shown and told..."
May 28, 2017 –
6.0% "Everyone should show that they are powerful....
...

If they are powerful, they are likeable"
May 28, 2017 –
6.0% "Season 2 episode 7"
May 28, 2017 –
5.0% "Season 2 episode 5"
May 27, 2017 –
5.0% "Next Season 2 Episode 2"
May 27, 2017 –
5.0% "In the end it's going like a soap opera."
May 27, 2017 –
5.0% "Typical picture as "Gotham" city, again isolated... and fulfilled with dakness, horror and the worst nightmares of people."
May 27, 2017 –
5.0% "The FIrst Part FInished and the horror continues... lurking behind the walls and searching for it's next victim, what can it be done to be stopped?"
May 27, 2017 – Started Reading"


- Decisions are made from humans which don't have worms in their blood!

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Question - 6

Why and why and what and how...

Now I am watching the movie "The Devil's Candy 2015", the movie is fucking insane.

Why people are lazy?
....


COME ON... COME ON DON'T IGNORE ME!

....
Can you tell me why people are so damn lazy?

....
Look them,... they are lazy in getting OUT  OF their  POCKETS phoneS and even they are lazy in walking, they just don't want to walk.


BUT LET'S BE NOT SO NEGATIVE... LET'S FOCUS ON SCHOOL, CAN WE FIND SOME KINDA "+"?

....
I see school as stupidity
I see no meaning in school

....

Okay, I gonna agree with the conclusion of the movie "The Devil's Candy 2015" - the devil uses us as to send it's own message. The devil doesn't have a specific "LOOK"... we really don't know how the devil looks, but within our soul it lives the devil and the angel.


That's a rough fact and we just got a body.... we just want to play with it...

....

The devil is the serial killer... killers... and much many other forms the devil have. But can we see it?


...


...

Painting is a passion, but what will happen if what we draw is what has happen to somebody?
...

What if the devil fucks our minddddddddd, THAT'S A FUCKING IMAGE OF A BOY KILLED AND STRANGLED... AND ALL ARE BURN IN FIRE.

THE HOUSE IS PLAYING WITH THE HUMAN MIND, DRIVING THEM INSANE AND MAD AND CRAZY, SOME PEOPLE JOKE ABOUT SUCH STUFF, BUT THIS HERE IS AIN'T JOKE. PROBABLY IT'S BASED UPON TRUE FACTS AND TRUE STORY LINES.

The Devil's Candy 2015

So here is what's all about this story... there is one devil... which has locked two souls and torture them... over AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER

over AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER

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over AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER

over AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER

and

...

The one guy puts the theory into action, the other makes the theory... the one guy is the messenger the other is the guy who is sending the message. IT"S CLEAR ENOUGH TO GET THE MESSAGE!

But now the question is... Is there something real within that?

...

Why people do that what they do?

THey didn't got what they wanted?

THey weren't treated as they were supposed to be?
They wanted a perfect life and now they got the worst ever imagine life?
They  didn't had good social status?

(Note: ANd now is time)

As They Say it:
Get out of there and try something... try it for the better

Review: Essential Doctor Strange, Vol. 1

Essential Doctor Strange, Vol. 1 by Stan Lee
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

"June 3, 2017 –
50.0% "1:10:57"
June 3, 2017 –
50.0% "Great work, I like mostly Doctor Strange..."
June 2, 2017 –
20.0% "42:45

...

A new Hero!"
June 2, 2017 – page 0
0.0% "608 Pages a comic book!?
...

WOW!"
June 2, 2017 – Started Reading"

- If you are searching for a good story which shows the failure could be transformed into success, try this story here. Let's put it like Doctor Strange becomes more than a doctor, do you dare, To seek beyond what I have gave you as a "Review"?



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Review: Betrayal: The Crisis in the Catholic Church

Betrayal: The Crisis in the Catholic Church by The Boston Globe
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

May 30, 2017 –
70.0% "Something which really, really happen and the church... declines the truth... it wants to remove and destroy probably this records... I could be wrong about destroying such records... but I am right about the sealing thing... which means nobody after the sealing process will and can... from the press... access them."
May 30, 2017 –
70.0% "1:51:20

...

This story is going to shake your mind... for a very very long time. It's not some kinda fraud or a lie... but it's a true story."
May 30, 2017 –
50.0% "1:18:08"
May 30, 2017 –
10.0% "44:30"
May 30, 2017 –
5.0% "The news are breaking ground... it's something which is around our faith...

...

In other words it's something which most people won't believe... but it's happening around the church..."
May 30, 2017 –
5.0% "If you searching how does people from the "News Press" are dealing with information, this book is the best choice.

...

Once again the press trying to reveal the truth which was hidden behind windows, walls and doors."
May 30, 2017 –
5.0% "29:30"

- Nowadays it's difficult to know what's the main goal of the "Press", is it the truth or to lie... to say lies.... Nowadays the press is full of "liars"... the hackers became the people which are doing what the "Press" should do.

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Review: Beneath the Bleeding

Beneath the Bleeding by Val McDermid
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

May 30, 2017 – page 202
41.74% ""phlegmy" - Word

...

Wtf"
May 30, 2017 – page 200
41.32% ""There were thousands of music files; according to Robbie’s iTunes software, it would take 7.3 days to listen to them all. A serious amount of music, but not...

likely to shed any light on Robbie’s murder.""
May 30, 2017 – page 200
41.32% "I'm very bored from this book... The material is very dry...

"Up" 988 Times has been used..."
May 29, 2017 – page 192
39.67% "(Re-write the liar...)"
May 29, 2017 – page 153
31.61% ""hook"... very common... word

(*5609)"
May 28, 2017 – page 141
29.13% "Note: "double whammy" - Cool Word"
May 28, 2017 – page 141
29.13% "Note: Sounds like spoil... alert from Val McDermid"
May 28, 2017 – page 141
29.13% "And what in fucking hell did I read?

- 1 More star"
May 28, 2017 – page 141
29.13% ""Time to go home and be the dutiful son and brother. Two more nights, then no more of that. He loved his family. He knew that would be cast into doubt by what he was going to do, but it was incontrovertible for Yousef himself. He loved them and he hated that he was going to lose them. But some things were stronger than family bonds. Recently, he’d found out just how strong..""
May 28, 2017 – page 135
27.89% "Is it a reason to continue to read?"
May 10, 2017 – page 135
27.89%
April 26, 2017 – page 134
27.69% "There are few lines... with time it becomes a story..., you should just follow the lines not the "hunger"."
April 23, 2017 – page 126
26.03%
April 17, 2017 – page 123
25.41% "Sometimes ratings can be crucial.. this time we just entered in such kinda of worod.


...


To be honest... I got little bored... but ain't bad - work."
April 17, 2017 – page 119
24.59% "I see myself again with a headache after I go to sleep today... wake up tomorrow.

...

But let conclude that each acruin = few words or let's say it's a equation of few words."
April 16, 2017 – page 94
19.42% "I won't finish the book today, that's for sure... !"
April 16, 2017 – page 78
16.12% "The news are "Home = Hell"... and we need gateway to go somewhere else..."
April 16, 2017 – page 56
11.57%
April 16, 2017 – page 53
10.95% "In my opinion as more deeper you are in this book somehow the material goes more and more dry."
April 16, 2017 – page 39
8.06% "The idea is while you are out... to have something in your pocket to keep you busy for few minutes or 1 hour or few hours or few days...

The whole idea is to go somewhere where you ain't gonna give fuck anymore."
April 15, 2017 – page 17
3.51% "After all there is something in this work..."
April 15, 2017 – page 6
1.24% ""Books are created for few reasons.

1. Hard times - to be swallowed
2. Crying - To become laughing
3. Wrong - If you have choosen the wrong path... the book is going to guide you.

4. To try to be calm as much as possible.
5. Trying to go into other world... just because you can't stay in ours ." - DeYtH Banger"
April 15, 2017 – page 6
1.24% ""Once upon a time... I was staring into my smartphone screen. Until one guy walked near my chair and asked me the question... "Do you understand what you are reading?"... - "Yes of course"... how could I read something which I don't understand?""
April 15, 2017 – page 6
1.24% "I have choose this book

1. - Because, It's never too late for new author to be checked.

and

2. - The title makes you curious into... what could be behind this cover."
April 15, 2017 – page 6
1.24% "What I can say for sure, that I am on page 6 and for first time I am reading a book written by Val McDermid."
April 15, 2017 – Started Reading

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SCP - Unknown

by DeYtH Banger

(P.S. - This is my first SCP, I have never written a one... I read scp's, I don't write such type of stuff, but they are pretty fascinating.)


SCP - Unknown, has very strange behavior, database has collected a lot of information and so far from analysis the behavior of SCP-Uknown is retentive memory. To be proven that he/she has this reetentive memory it was made an experiment... 4 books were given to SCP - Uknown and he/she memorized very well the data first book was IT by Stephen King, the second it was  Physics of the Impossible: A Scientific Exploration into the World of Phasers, Force Fields, Teleportation, and Time Travel by Michio Kaku, the third book was Space Chronicles: Facing the Ultimate Frontier by Neil  de Grasse Tyson, Avis Lang and the fourth book was Gravity's Engines: How Bubble-Blowing Black Holes Rule Galaxies, Stars, and Life in the Cosmos by Caleb Scharf.

Recall

SCP-Unknown could recall each detail from each book, he/she read all these books within an one month. SCP-Unknown could recall details after and 1 year....

Lock and Load

SCP-Unknown has been caught and locked in a mirror room, the mirros are toucheable... they work with touch. So far in your dictionary the word is TOUCHSCREEN, but unknownly the particles can work only with two fingers if they are more 2.. like 3 or 4 fingers it fails to execute the command. Strangely enough Dr.████████████████████████, ████████████████, ████████.... ████████. It has been made everything.... ████████████████████████████████████████, ████████. ████████, ████████.


But still Dr.████████ can't explain why when subjects have been closed in the room which was specially made for the particles....

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The subjects have been real humans, real animals and all of them started experiencing strange diseases, they were first examined for any type of diseases, it couldn't be detected such ones so they were ready for stage 2 which was to go inside they room.

The first two seconds, nothing could happen they were moving and wondering what's going to happen!?
...

Then after 1 hour they started laughing like crazy people, but still this was the beginning Dr.████████, rejected each request for letting them out. The second our was brutal, they started eating from their flesh... some of them died unfortunately from too much blood loss.

In the room there were alive and dead people... the alive ones had symptoms of different diseases.

Like: Cancer, Liver Cancer, Lung Cancer, AIDS, HIV, Hemophilia (Hemophilia), Hepatitis (Hepatitis A), AAA (Abdominal Aortic Aneurysm), AAT (Alpha 1 Antitrypsin Deficiency), AATD (Alpha 1 Antitrypsin Deficiency) and much more


Abscess, 
Alzheimer's disease,
Anotia,
alien hand syndrome,
Appendicitis,
Apraxia,
Argyria,
Arthritis,
Aseptic meningitis,
Asthenia,
Asthma,
Astigmatism,
Atherosclerosis,
Athetosis,

Atrophy.