LFG

Day 1


- Stories are what shaping my mind. It's what digs holes in my brain and creates by each day paranoia.

I have read 500 Books and now books make me feel insane… I always the insider of all stories.


1: I do actions which are shouldn't do

Day 2

- Great to say what's happening in my life… people are seeing me as female… but the truth is that.

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I am nor, female

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Nor, Male


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So what am I?


Day 3

- ITTTTTT FUCKING KILLS ME ZEROES ALL CREATIVITY WHICH HAS BEEN EVER GATHERED. IT GOES TO ZERO…



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IT RUINS MY MEMORY

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AND WHAT'S THE WHOLE POINT OF DAY COUNTING IN CASE WEEEEEE3 CAN't recall what
We have been doing after 3 years day 1 January

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2: Reps is dead… that's why your head we be pushed beyond it's limits. As for me… I am very sociable person, I walk in the forest alone and go throw dark thoughts.

Day 4


I did panic, I got confused, but this is normal response. Right, Diary?


3: He just didn't liked the way I was doing all this exercises… It was in a wrong way - That's what he said… But it didn't felt very welcomy…. - I am speechless.


Day 5


I just slap my mom…

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I bashed her head against the wall…

I just needed to relapse… that's how I do it. She thought that I paniac =… this is how normal people after bad action respond…. But me… BUT ME… I JUST FELT NOTHING…


Just a desire TRY IT AGAIN


TIME IS TICKING
WORDS CAN'T MAKE NOR, EVER IMAGes which can be comprehend


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4: I was just going..  like… I can't deal with 40 Kilos… so I moved to 35… then 30… 20… just going to a level in which I can handle.

5: Should I say… are we officially friends?

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Colours are colours… but people are more than purple and yellow.


6: Shhhh, THIS IS GOING TO BE OUR OWN PRIVATE SECRET… BE SILENT!