Day 1
- Stories are what shaping my mind. It's what digs holes in my brain and creates by each day paranoia.
I have read 500 Books and now books make me feel insane… I always the insider of all stories.
1: I do actions which are shouldn't do
Day 2
- Great to say what's happening in my life… people are seeing me as female… but the truth is that.
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I am nor, female
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Nor, Male
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So what am I?
Day 3
- ITTTTTT FUCKING KILLS ME ZEROES ALL CREATIVITY WHICH HAS BEEN EVER GATHERED. IT GOES TO ZERO…
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IT RUINS MY MEMORY
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AND WHAT'S THE WHOLE POINT OF DAY COUNTING IN CASE WEEEEEE3 CAN't recall what
We have been doing after 3 years day 1 January
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2: Reps is dead… that's why your head we be pushed beyond it's limits. As for me… I am very sociable person, I walk in the forest alone and go throw dark thoughts.
Day 4
I did panic, I got confused, but this is normal response. Right, Diary?
3: He just didn't liked the way I was doing all this exercises… It was in a wrong way - That's what he said… But it didn't felt very welcomy…. - I am speechless.
Day 5
I just slap my mom…
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I bashed her head against the wall…
I just needed to relapse… that's how I do it. She thought that I paniac =… this is how normal people after bad action respond…. But me… BUT ME… I JUST FELT NOTHING…
Just a desire TRY IT AGAIN
TIME IS TICKING
WORDS CAN'T MAKE NOR, EVER IMAGes which can be comprehend
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4: I was just going.. like… I can't deal with 40 Kilos… so I moved to 35… then 30… 20… just going to a level in which I can handle.
5: Should I say… are we officially friends?
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Colours are colours… but people are more than purple and yellow.
6: Shhhh, THIS IS GOING TO BE OUR OWN PRIVATE SECRET… BE SILENT!
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