Note: I call this rather build up moment
It's pretty logical answer… probably most people If they have lived my life they will kill themself… Mainly because so sadness so much depression and stress…. HOW THA FACK CAN MOST PEOPLE LIVE WITH MINDSET LIKE
- Tommorow you won't have anything to eat
- Tommorow I want you out of home
- Tomorrow we are going to stay hungry
- Tomorrow you won't have money
IF IT WAS COMEDIAN WHO IS IN THE COMEDY BISINESS LIKE 5 YEARS THIS HERE WILL BE THE BEST STORY TO TELL TO THE AUDIENCE…
The problem with most people is that they have pile of "fucks" which obey moral and law… and this really screws them over… because with such line drawn… done it stops you from action… it kills you inside and if even somebody goes and starts talking to you about your problems you feel ashamed… miserable… guilty and so on and so on…
It's like every THING is your fault… your mother puts that on you then father and grandmother and the list goes on and on… one moment their problems contain you = as main reason for their problems…
Which is fucked up…
IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT FOR SOMEBODY FUCKING AROUND AND SAYING THAT YOU WON't eat tomorrow.
SO NOW YOUR FATHER WASN'T ACCEPTED AS GREAT GUY AND HIS MONEY ALSO WEREN'T ACCEPTED AFTER THE DIVORCE… THEY WERE JUST NOT ENOUGH… NOW YOU AIN'T GETTING THAT MONEY BECAUSE YOUR FATHER IS DEAD AND THIS PROBLEM CAME OUT JUST FROM SOLUTION DIVORCE.
OHHH… OHH COME ON AND COME ON… I CAN'T JOKE ABOUT RAPE AND ABOUT SEX
(PLEASE BEAT ME UPPPP IF I SAY "THAT" OR "THIS" OR "THOSE" - THIS ALL PILE OF SHIT SOUNDS LIKE A JUNKIE TRYING TO TALK TO YOU… - JUST BE HARSH MOTHER FUCKER)
COME ON YOU CAN'T TALK ABOUT A PROBLEM BECAUSE YOU ARE THE MAIN CHARACTER IN THIS WHOLE STORY?
(Mirror Technique - This is the technique in which when two or few people talk they do move the same way their arms and they mirror what has the other person has done…. - TOOOOOO BE HONEST ABOUT THIS TECHNIQUE IT'S AS FUCKED UP AS ENJOYING A RAPIST FUCKING YOU OVER… NO NEED TO START THE COCK… COCKY STUFF)
IF YOU ARE LIKE ME… YOU ARE CONSTANLY ANALYZING AND STUDYING SHIT… FOR THE SHORT TERM GAME IS BAD SHIT BECAUSE YOU WILL NEVER GET THERE… BUT ON THE LONG RUN… - IT'S GREAT…. YOU KNOW PLENY STUFF… YOU KNOW PUSH MOVES THERE AND PULL UPS MOVE OVER THERE AND BEHIND THIS WORDS I MEAN YOU ARE SOCIALLY GENIUS IN A CONVERSATION)
My Life is constant creating different characters and putting them down on the paper… most characters which I have created are rapists… confused theories and even people who are addicted to porn… it could be a story from a side of woman addict up to a story of a man who is porn addict.
It'S FUCKED UP THAT DIFFERENT PEOPLE LIVE IN MY HEAD… ONE ALPHA MALE… FEW RAPIST TWO KILLERS… FEW SERIAL KILLERS AND THE LIST GOES ON AND ON AND ON AND ON
(Note: Do you know what's fucked up?
Having a craving for porn
Porn industry has Some kinda trick which little imagery of porn and you are right up the alley to watch more of this shit.